Thanks so much for the well wishes It really sucked to lose a shiny, but it's comforting to know that I'm not alone. Good luck on your reclaim as well!
Dont hate everything man! I know it sucks, but in the end, all it was is some differently coloured pixels, not worth your tears!!
Just keep going at it, I'm sure you can reclaim it! Dont give up, and dont let it get you down.