Oh right, I've been through that Self-Confidence issue thing too, and to an extent, I'm still going through it. Then again, I'm like that with almost everything. I actually tried drawing with other people and found it unproductive because I felt I was constantly comparing my work to theirs and only seeing how it was worse. I found that I worked better when I was drawing around other people, but not other artists. People who won't judge you or comment on your work because they don't or can't do it themselves. Also, for some strange reason, I find that I produce better art in an unfocused atmosphere; If I am forced to concentrate too hard on a piece then I find it a strenuous rather than enjoyable task, and so the end result is poorer. I normally work best in my dorm with a couple of roommates. That may just be me, though.
Internal bleeding. My stomach's walls are too weak while the acid is too strong and due to existing digestive system issues it wasn't rebuilding itself fast enough, so yea. I'd like to say it's nice to be home, but it's not because I still feel like I'm in hospital with the number of pills and crap I have to put up with right now.