Do not expect sympathy by speaking negative of your actions. It has been told to you so many times how much users on some other sites care about you. Wasn't your little suicide attempt a few months ago good enough for you to show how many people care about you? And last year? Wasn't that good enough, as well? Walking out on someone just makes you look like a ******* instead of not making a difference in a person's life. Every move you make effects someone in some way. Like how they think of you, for a prime example.
That is really quite childish of you. If I were you, I would cherish the fact that at least one person still talks to me, and some of my other friends on here do come on a lot and I can talk to them too. Don't you think about how the other person feels about your actions?