It is about the society of my country. They may love playing video games but they cast out the passionate gamers no matter what side of gaming are you minus own country made games. Seriously, only 0.1% out of 100% of our games are renowned worldwide.
Only right now that our Govt. of Education began opening the world of video gaming design
Wow, I didn't think it would be getting to that. sorry to hear it. Odd bit of advice, don't take a loan unless you have to. A lot of times people take a loan to get themselves out of a hole, or to make their lives easier (i.e. get a bus ride) but- the interest will kill you...
I see. it looks like you are not motivated- sorry to put it that way, but you have gotten yourself in to a place where you need to do a lot, but you are willing to do so little. I could kind of feel that you needed a break when you said that you were feeling stressed, but with this level of need, boring yourself to death is the last thing you want to do. Find something small that you can do for cash- if you have time. Cut amenities- where are you getting internet? how much are you spending on heating/cooking? if you are renting a place to stay, could you share it to have someone else help with rent/food? I know I'm sounding like a domineering parent, but I'm not sure how else to put this...
what I'm trying to say it that the way to deal with what you feel is stress right now is not the normal way. usually, people would take the time to slow down their life until the got over it-- you, are at the most important part of your life. you are 18 and making your way forward in your life. especially with the way money is flowing now, you need either an education that is paid or a job to work towards an education. My dad has a student who is very good, but he works a night shift at a local grocery store for money and can't stay awake in class sometimes. It's a choice you have to make. Snapping yourself out of this slow period will be ridiculously stressful and hard, but you have to make the choice... It's all I can say
Sorry to hear that- sometimes what you wanted to do isn't well suited to your abilities. From what I've seen from your artwork (and my awesome sig) you will do well in animation and other computer-related design fields.
Yeah, sometimes you do need those kind of activities that you can do when you're not feeling to well or otherwise brain-dead. Unfortunately, I just barely have enough time to play pokemon, so I may not be able to play those... Also, about stress relief, that's why I'm so in to breeding pokes... just going back and forth, waiting for something to happen- it's kind of soothing... just see what works for you.
And also, will you still be checking back often? I know you're busy, but another one of my little habits is to check my messages too much, and its a nice surprise seeing that I got one...
NOTE (Please read!):
I'm currently taking a sort of 'hiatus' right now - I'm not accepting any requests and I'm never on Serebii anymore. I might be back on whenever the 3rd game for B&W is released, but that's a big maybe.
This is all because I'm going through a rather stressful time in my life right now - college issues, money issues, self-esteem issues, the lot. I just need time to chill and take a step back from everything.
I'm really sorry for the inactivity on the Art Shop, but college really did take over my life. Was stuck in a course I REALLY wasn't suited for, but hopefully that's going to change soon. I might get back into spriting once the course switch has happened - who knows.
To my friends: thank you for understanding. I'll try to check my PMs and VMs whenever I get a chance, but I can't guarantee when that'll be.
TLR version: SSL's currently under a lot of stress for various reasons. She needs time to calm down before she can get back into creating arts - many apologies to those who are still waiting on requests. Please be understanding.