I cannot give much empathy as I never went through such a thing in real, physical life but that's okay. I can only give you my insight on such a thing and well, like I said... Mend yourself. In the end, you have you and family, and in all honesty my end isn't that well either as my parents forbade me from going out with someone, making me cut off. To be perfectly honest, I don't think anyone is capable of such adult emotions at this point in life... Not even a fourth of it lived out... Nor a sixth... Therefore, studying does me good.