Aw, thanks! It feels good to talk to someone about it. I try to stay positive, but... it's really hard to sometimes, you know? It's just... every time I think about it, it feels all so unfair, and I feel really angry about it... It's especially hard since I live in a college town; I go to a local coffee shop to use the internet, and there are always people studying in groups and stuff... Ugh. It helps to know that other people go through the same thing, though. Aha, that makes it sound like I want other people to suffer with me, but it's not that. It's just that, I start feeling like a victim, like the univerrse just decidead to pick on me, specifically. I know that's not true, but it feels that way... so hearing from other people gives me perspective. Yeah... but it's especially hard because my dad is 83, and I feel like I need to hurry up and get established, or I'm going to be screwed, and also emotionally isolated. Thanks! I will!