Most of what I did, I did to try to prevent this stuff, i tried to prevent the whole thing from happening and then tried to fix it and it blew up in my face and backfired on me. I keep saying to myself " what if I hadnt done this, it wouldnt have happened." I need to be more careful in the future. I felt I created this problem, even though I really didnt I felt like I did. It made me feel very guilty.