That was just me complaining to the wind. I'm sorry, and sorry you took it harshly. That was just me random complaining. Like, oh dang, complaining out loud. Yes that could have been what happened with Metal and Grassy, because I often don't realize I say things that people can misinterpret. Then they refuse to tell me what they misinterpreted and it becomes a mess like with those two.
It was not over my head though, especially since we've been over it before. I just said to myself, ok maybe he can come back later. I think I will ask. I didn't say I respect it because I didn't see it as necessary, and thought it goes without saying. If I had a problem with your reasons, I would have told you that I had a problem with it. But you overreacted and put words in my mouth that I'd never typed, and never meant what I did type as what you said.
I've already been thinking about how to take over Shade, but for now I just hope that you can come back when your course load lightens. Is that too much to ask for dude?