yeah true, you should be right, but you must beelieeeeveeeee lol.
The energy in which you produce, sub consciossly is a small reason as to why these things are happening, you
need to try to be brave and or do whatever you do to stay strong. Like if you have a relic or the sorts that you like
alot ( book, chain,piece of metal, toy, watever ya no) keep it near your bed so that you can gain strength from it ..
Do i what i said, put blood in a cup of water and leave it next to your bed, if you wanna get even more creepy about it , you can put some finger/toe nails
in the cup of water as well but you dont have to lol, the blood and water alone should service some what.. Do that and put it next to your bed, and try to go to sleep..
After you do manage to go to sleep, weather it is within a few hours or even in another 10 hours, when you wake up , just tell me how much water has evaperated from the cup, a normal amount will evaporate depending on the humidity and weather and watever, lol, depending where you live.
But make sure you tell me how much water evaporated, is very relative.