Blue Saturday

It has 500GB and 8GB RAM, which is magnificent for everything I do. It's a little pricey like I said but I rather spend on a good computer than keep buying **** every 2 years. My greatest fear right now is if it arrives broken (because I'm ordering it from Amazon) or if it gets stolen. Some of my family friends are helping me with money so I can buy a good phone. Mine was Windows 8 and before I got mugged I updated it to Windows 8.1. I was so in love. I hope I can get the same phone, but I have to buy it in regular price which is a pain in the ***.

Clemont runs funny and has an Aipom arm. That's all he is right now. I'm also not pleased with this father not appearing often. A lot of tension could be created between the siblings and their father because of the secrets, but I fear that's never going to happen. I'm sure they'll find out he's Blaziken Man and rejoice and forget about it forever.

I've never watched Digimon, but that's such a crappy way to create a character, and now that you describe Daisuke I can see the similarities with Ash. It's sad, but in a way it makes sense. I don't care about Ash, only his team, but I do wish he could somehow be exciting to follow. I love gym battles, but that's about it, and not even those are entertaining me lately. That's why I'm not against Serena becoming a Coordinator, because the show needs more struggles for its protagonists, even if they are familiar. When it comes to Bonnie, I adore her, but I'm sure she can do something with her rodent. It can't just sleep in bag without receiving attention. I want to see her take care of it more often because I find her so endearing when she cares about everyone. For example, during Fletching's depression, Ash basically abandoned the bird, and even though that was weird, I'm happy because it was Bonnie who encouraged it to find a strategy to defeat Talonflame. I consider the evolution Bonnie's greatest achievement so far.

I decided to buy something similar. It's a Lenovo. A little pricey but just what I need.

Oh, I love working out. I haven't done it lately because I'm a little depressed with the whole mugging situation, so I find myself without energy.

Yes, Korrina's arc was the perfect example of how a character should be treated. Of course, when you're dealing with a 10 year old that has been on the screen for more than a decade, then it's difficult to expand him because you can't add the difficulties of age and growing up. That's why I always focus on the people that surround Ash and I've been very disappointed with their handling in XY. Clemont has a great personality, but they are doing nothing with him, Bonnie is cute and offers so much versatile possibilities but she's Clemont's appendix, and Serena is showing some growth, but we're almost at the 50 episode mark and it's worrying that she's been practically absent.

Do you know about computers? I need to buy one as soon as possible because this one is a lent and it's also not very good. I want to buy the best thing I can but I'm so illiterate with technology. -_-

But I love Korrina so I'd be happy to read a story about her. Pokemon characters are very interesting. I feel like with better writers the series could be so fantastic. I'm not one of those fans that want it to go dark because that's not the essence of the show, but less repetitive stories and a better understanding of continuity could do wonders for it.

Also, I've always thought about weed being a phase. For example, my professor is the most international writer my country has had in a while. She's absolutely crazy, but she's able to write without limitations and never allows the conservative mindset that the Caribbean is known for to influence her books. She's sober and magnificent that way. I don't know, but maybe when we're older and start developing thicker skin and stop being so self conscious, drugs will just be recreational and not necessary to produce any kind of art manifestation.

Anyway, I don't think your technique is bad. 3 years ago I was taking a Film Theory class with another writer named Nicholas Haydock. He told us that he usually writes an hour a day and then stops, sometimes even less, because he lets the text speak to him and if during a writing session, if the idea only wants to talk for 30 minutes or only has 100 words to say, then you shouldn't force it. The writer is a medium for the worlds to come out. It was a very interesting perspective.

And as far as Serena goes, I'm very interested. I couldn't have thought of a better pairing, I'm just hoping that it's not another pokemon without a future or succumbed to appear without purpose because she basically does nothing. Still, something is something. And you can write me all the walls of text you want. I love it.

Writing while stoned is the best. Everything is so clear and the words are so accessible. I think that's why so many writers are alcoholics or drug addicts. It's just that when you're out of your body you lose the sense of being inhibited and that usually releases judgement or prejudice. You're free to express yourself so the work becomes more honest.

You should start writing so I can read you. =D

She stans for a lot of things that shouldn't exist in the world, including my superb flawlessness.

I meant hot as in warm...as in I felt like I was in an oven. Maybe I didn't use the correct word. xD But, I think she did it because she wanted me to have a fun time. I wouldn't do it again, except the professor said that we should try drugs, only once too. According to her, a writer must know how it feels be to under Molly, cocaine, acid, etc, at least once in his/her life.

The Lorde has lost her right to be royal. She let her kingdom die in a failed attempt to be a celebrity instead of a ruler. Her crown is not deserving of my words. She should be exiled.

I have to write a story about each so I'm pretty sure I'm using the NYC experience for the drug ones. I hung out with my best friend's wife. She told me she sold drugs, which I was completely unaware of. I have a feeling that she put something in my drink because we went to a strip club and I began to dance and yell (unlikely reaction coming from me) and it was -2 degrees but I wanted to get naked because I was so hot. I talked to the weed dealer and he told that he's convinced that she put cocaine in my drink. o_o

Is your fan-fiction on Serebii? I've never been able to write something about Pokemon. I guess I should try it for fun, since I'm bored all the time. Or maybe I can make a story about Serebii members.

I could write the gay version of that book. ~The professor did tell me that she saw me as a great erotic writer. We have to write a pornographic story, though, and that's a little scary because you have to read everything you write in front of the class and receive criticism. She also gave us these assignments: Alter ego story, a story about an item that is sacred to us, a story about the times we've done drugs, a story about our faces, a story about our bodies, a story about a person in class you want to ****. ~~

I don't really know why they are more dangerous, I just know that another friend, who's a weed dealer and drug expert, told us to use a hookah, a bong or an alternate way to smoke weed because it was less dangerous for the lungs. I should consider it because I'm already asthmatic.

Yeah, I shouldn't pay attention to those people. After all, it's not something that I'm doing because it's related to my sexuality, I was just raised that way by my father, who was always dressed sharply and had elegant mannerisms. Some people have told me that he preferred me over my brothers and sisters, so I was his special project and that explains why he cared so much about teaching about literature and how to present myself in front of people.

Well then, you must be an excellent friend or it's simply life trying to balance your family problems with some solid friendships. Just accept their help because someday they'll need you and I'm sure they'll feel the same way.

Oh thanks! I actually wrote a novel, which I'm trying to publish, but editors barely give new writers opportunities so I'm just knocking on doors and seeing what happens. In the meantime, I'm taking a Creative Writing course with one of Puerto Rico's biggest writers. She hated my first story, so I decided to take her direction and last class I read two new stories and she adored me. It gave me a lot of confidence because it was day after the mugging and I was incredibly depressed. Her words encouraged me.

We weren't really conserving as much as we just smoked all day. My boyfriend bought it from a friend and she decided to give us like an ounce (which is a lot) free. I use pipes, which are more dangerous, but I love the flow and feeling. I'm fascinated by doing everything with "class" because my father taught me since I was little to be elegant and a gentleman. Smoking a cigarette or from a pipe always makes me feel that way. I get teased a lot because of it, though, and lately I've been relaxing because I'm tired of people commenting about my odd behavior or asking me about why I smoke like in the movies or why I wear dress shoes for college. -_-

Oh, I'm sad your relationship with your parents isn't as strong, but luckily you have people like you friend, who serves you as an inspiration and to understand that sometimes all you need to reach success is yourself. Family doesn't always have to be biological, strong friendships and the immense amount of connections you'll make in your life will be an excellent substitute. Genuine love is always around the corner.

the harvest

Yes, I looked online and it's a post-traumatic stress. Every symptom I'm experiencing is a part of it, so right now all I have to do is let time do its job. I smoked yesterday (from 11 am to 11pm) to release some tension and today I feel calmer and thankfully rested. I had to ask for a loan because of my job situation and I'm grateful that it will get processed this week so I can buy a computer, a phone, my books, a watch, etc and more weed and food. I haven't been eating well because of money issues so I've lost a lot of weight.

Are you planning to move close to your parents or separate yourself from them? While I'm struggling a lot right now I'm happy I don't ask my mom for help. She's great, but feeling independent; that you can take care of yourself even in the harder times, it's the best feeling, plus, usually bettering yourself means making the mistakes your parents protect you from. It's a great road, to be honest.

Physically, yes, but psychologically I'm struggling with paranoia and fear of darkness. He pointed a gun at me, so that feeling of thinking that was my end keeps clouding my mind. Thankfully, my boyfriend bought weed this morning so I can clear my mind tonight.

Mothers and their undying desire to make our lives miserable. You'll love never asking her for anything ever again, though. It's the best feeling. I hope you get the job. :-D

Hey man, thanks for the friend request .

I need some. I've been really stressed lately, especially because I got mugged and lost my computer and phone. If it weren't for my BF's mother I wouldn't be able to do my online work and college reading.

Are you hoping to get a specific job?

Dude, could you delete some PM's, please?, it says you're Inbox is full

I'm good, my Master's is becoming more of a pain than a passion. I wish I could smoke to release the tension, but I'm kinda broke so I have to be smart about money. I miss it, though. :-(

I wish I had the will to post regularly. ~

You know, I'm kinda tempted to reblog the whole "Art is hard" posts with one minute doodles.

I got one less problem without Serebii.