Yes, I find both our situations pretty alike, it's the fascism season I guess =/
You'll find something, I'm sure of it, you're smart, you just need to find the thing that brings you passion, it's complicated sometimes, I was lucky that I always loved computers haha, but I know people that changed their course 2 or 3 times already, start doing something they didn't like at College and began again...
I liked the Demo too, but it's a bit too short, I should get ready to pre buy my game already, I'm not sure how long it will take to get it if I left until the official release...
That would be lovely, but if Trump gets elected, it will be complicated, he wants to build a wall against all Latin Americans, and Brazilians ARE Latin Americans hahaha. Clinton is not a saint either, from my point of view as an outsider, you're either getting a psycho or a corrupt as president.