Maybe that was part of why. Now that i'm older, i think i can shrug off the judgement more. I actually talk about my crush on korrina with people a lot
I think, too, though, in the past i worried also that if i liked females, i wouldn't be able to be a 'girly girl' as much and that bothered me too cuz i don't want to dislike cute and happy things. Reading about lipstick lesbians on tvtropes this year helped change that for me though
And the article was right; i've had a MAJOR crush on korrina thats lasted 6 months now and i look at her everyday still (often a lot everyday too). I've develupted no distaste for girly/cute things due to it (in fact, i think i've been starting to like them more than ever as of lately xD).
I've never dated anyone either. I'm in my late 20s now (i doubt many people will read that...yes, i do worry about people knowing my age on here) and i still just like characters from fiction lol
I like its time to be awesome so far :3