No, I don't mind at all and I read your introduction yesterday about your habit of rambling. We all do it so it's no worries! See, depression isn't like say, being transgender or bipolar whereas you can take a certain type of medicine like hormones and suddenly, you'll feel happy about yourself again. I never took anti depressants before but from what I heard, all it does is make you sleep all day or like a zombie, which isn't solving the problem. Depression is a more complex issue where each individual affected will react and cope with it a different way. Yes, professional help can really help (and something I plan on doing in the future) but if you come from a family like mine who think that going to a therapist means that you're crazy, that influence can make it seem like that it's an option. There's a widely spoken stigma against getting professional help when really, that is what will benefit the person.