Andrew, you're the only one I really wanna talk to. But I'm just never on... and this new-found illness has NOTHING to do with you, okay? I've just felt like crap lately, and when I don't feel like crap, I just don't feel anything at all. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't think straight. I fear that I'm slowly loosing it, and yea I do feel like I'm *whispers* dying.... It's like I'm not living, but I'm here.