I really need help people... okay so:
I like my best friend, much more than I should like just a friend. See, I'm a lesbian which just makes it 100% no chance (she is straight, believe me I have made sure).
I've pretty much been in love with her for over two years. I seriously cannot stand it anymore. And I watch her give her love to her boyfriend - I wear a smile on my face but I am tearing apart inside. I have tried and tried and tried and tried and tried to let her go but I just CAN'T!!
She's knows I'm gay but I have never told her that I have feelings for her. And I never will, even though it kills me. I just don't want to lose our friendship at any cost.
I need to let her go.
But I can't do it, it's just too hard.
I would do anything for her, even though I know she won't ever return the love I have for her.
This has gone on for so long. Hiding my feelings, not telling anyone. I can't take it anymore. It's driving me insane.
She doesn't think I know what love feels like, but every time that comes up, I just want to scream that I do; I love her.
How can I let her go and move on with my life..