Sooooooo, basically, ever since my last two exs ive lost all my courage to talk to women. Well, not courage, mostly motivation. Reasons why: my 1st ex basically dated me just to piss off her ex. She recorded us doing it and sent it to him. After that she broke up with me. Not exactly the best way to lose your virginity lol. My second ex was this really cute, short, shy emo chic that i got along with great. About a month passed and she dexided she wanted to have sex. Little did i know, she was a sadist and had some how aquired aphrodisiacs lol. A couple weeks latter, she goes into some satanic phsyco depression spiral and i swear to god, i thought i was gona worry myself to death. I was to the point of throwing up due to pure stress and constantly worrying about her, and it didnt help that she was constantly saying i was one of the few things keeping her alive. A week later, im getting death threats by 5 other people. Turns out i wasnt the only THING (c what i didz thar!?) keeping her happy.
Moving on, all my friends have a gf and have no time for anyone else so i decided i would try to get a new gf. Btw im not really interested in sex and looks. Tbh sex is really over rated in the first place lol. Im much more interested in how well we get along. Im kind of a guy who likes the somewhat weird and shy girls that are kinda clingy, as in like to cuddle alot, cause i find it adorable lol. Anyway, i guess im afraid ill get another ***** for a gf. Any advice on me getting my courage back. Btw, im not someone who has great facial looks. My best attributes come from my epic funnyness and very kind and carring nature, yet kinda protective, but not overly protective. Any advice inhow to regain my confedence?