First, I bite my nails, I don't know how to stop it. It doesn't hurt, but I'd still like to end this...
Second, I let people walk all over me. I'm extremely unselfish, I don't have the guts to stand up to some people, and I'm shy. Of course, some people take advantage of that...
Third, I have awful social skills, and am also a persistent ******* who sometimes can't stop when trying to achieve something. I don't hurt people, but unintentionally, I do sometimes annoy them. Sure, sometimes I succeed, but it makes people hate me, it's just not worth it.
Fourth, when my dad is being hypocrite (which happens quite often), I tell him that during arguments. Of course that's bad. After all, others have the right to say about me whatever they want, but whenever I dare to even attempt to criticize others, I'm taking it way too far. That's how people act towards me pretty much all my life, why can't I just shut up and do what others tell me to do? I'm just way too stubborn..
Fifth, I'm a pessimist with no self-confidence. I still try things and really try my best, but rarely believe in success...
Sixth, I don't sleep enough. I have to wake up for school at 6:30 PM, and often fall asleep at 0:30-1:00 PM.
Seventh, I'm extremely suspicious, I rarely trust people, and assume people have bad intentions way too often. This is a consequence of being bullied for pretty much all my life, and no one ever doing anything about it.
Eightest, I suck at accepting gifts from others, I just feel guilty about taking without giving... I come off as ungrateful, while that's really not true. I appreciate the offer, I just feel bad about accepting it. It's a consequence of my unselfishness and my negative self-image.
Ninth, I'm oversensitive. I'm offended or hurt sometimes when other people would just think "oh well, I don't care."
Tenth, I hate being touched, I quickly try to move away when someone tries to touch me.
Eleventh, I can be very impulsive when feeling endangered or angry. And at other times, I think way too much while I should just do things instead of constantly thinking about it.
Twelfth, I have trouble letting things go. I try to move on, I really don't live in the past, but I do keep feeling bad about things longer than I should. I don't live in the past, let's see if this is the right way to say it: I live in the present, look forward to the future, and sometimes go back to the past.
Thirteenth, I expect more from myself than from others. When others make a mistake, I don't blame them. When I do something wrong/stupid, I'm really angry at myself.
Fourteenth, I feel guilty way too easily. When I do the slightest thing wrong, I feel guilty about letting people down, even if they say they don't mind. The smallest things can make me feel guilty.