Finally
Yay somewhere I can talk about all my problems atm, so here goes....
I go to school in Wasilla, AK. Now im pretty sure school here is like everywhere else, I go to a regular high school, I hang with my click, and Im actually popular and cool contray to the common belief that people who play pokemon are losers(yeah no offense),,,,
So here goes,,,
I have no idea what the limits are to this club, Cause my language will get pretty nasty during this.......
So here goes once again,,,,,
In middle school I went thru all my different stages to find who I was I guess.
In 6th grade I was a wonder, I hate a lot of friends and was pretty popular i thought, everything was pretty chill..
In 7th grade I was very very popular,, My popularity is often contributed to the fact im funny and i play hockey, and i have a lot of confedents and guts....I lost my good friend that year, but i still talk to her....im a guy just to let u know...
In 8th grade I just was depressed a lot and didnt really want to sociallize, i still did but just not as much as i should and could have........it wasent the best year but i had fun none the less...
My 9th grade year I was very confident, I have a job with people my age all summer so i had practice, the thing i didnt expect was who I was gonna hang out with as most of my friends from middle school went to the other high school, instead of mine....
So I hanged with these kids, they went to middle school with me and I never really talked to them, they were more or less drugies but i really dont mind drugs, well after a while as usual every school year I become known and then i didnt have to hang with all those kids i was already, I became good friends with this kid named johnny, he dated my friend nova and she is a hardcore partyer, He began selling cocaine and popying hydroxys, and having sexs with her, and he got caught doing all of this, he didnt come back to school for the rest of the year he was in that much trouble, he was basically dead and gone......so then I was back to square one
Then I basically discoverd Christian was a good friend and that he was basically my best friend, then he became a ***, and stood up for a kid that acted soo gay and prissy i couldnt stand it, he made it clear to me that he just wasent a friend, and I got over him sounds weird but yeah....the rest of the year was easy and drama free. I had some good friends and some good times and my good friend Justin dated my good friend nova(the one who got johnny in all the trouble) I hanged out with them a lot, justin is shy around girls but yet he is a huge pervert when its just the guys, and all the girls think hes good looking, but he is skinny like me-I hate being skinny....
So I was basically gone all summer and just forgot about calling everyone, I texted nova a few times and called Justin twice.......
When school started for 10th grade I was excited and I remember the day vididly, I went to period one and sat next to the new hot girl amanda, and talked with nova who sat in front of me, then I went to science and sat down, Justin walked in and sat next me, and his cousin gavin was across the room and talked to us a lot....Justin said well whats up dude we didnt hang any this summer, blah blah-the rest of the day went smooth and so did the next 2 weeks, Then me and Justin went to the fair with his good friend mac who I went to 5th grade with. WE hanged for a short while and then I hanged with some other friends, they were being boring and just standing around and sh@#. So I for some reason got mad at him and didnt talk to him for 2 days, then I talked to him again, I realized I considered him my best friend as I could talk and relate to him more then I ever could with anyone else. Well every weekend either me or him got mad at the other and eventually the other would say sorry or somethen, Then I decided to play a prank on him, one i now regret...I got this girl named tesia, to play this super hott girl named lauren bell(she is my friend), Justin texted this girl soo much and actually liked her, he thought he was cool cause he was talken with one of my popular friends from another school, Then after a month he found out it wasent her and he flipped, A LOT, I told him the truth on the phone, he hanged up and called his cousin who was over at my house for the first time(who i guess is now my best friend or almost), He got mad cause his cousin was at my house too, he texted me saying I hate u, you f#####g f## im gonna beat ur F@@@ing a@@, you stupid church C@@@ *******. I dont even go to church.....But I didnt get mad i told him he would eventually get over it and we would be friends again, Ive texted and instant messaged him since and he still wants to beat me up for what I did, And I FEEL SO BAD FOR WHAT I DID I SHOULD HAVE NEVER DONE THAT I HATE MYSELF, so i keep on saying sorry I still feel so bad-but he still hates me. i So tomorrow after two weeks of him not talken to me, or telling me to never talk to him again, im gonna give my best effort to be friends with him.....I really want to be friends with him again, theres just something about him that makes him a way better friend then any one else, and he is sooo funny, its hard to explain him, hes such a ladys man but yeah he sucks infront of girls, and he is a huge homophobe, he hates gays and obama, and is pretty ba......SO yeah give me any advice that u think i should get, or need, He moved into my 4th period weight training last week, figures when hes mad at me, and during then when hes alone i plan to talk to him......wow i typed a lot!!!
Justin basically has no social life with out me, cause im the one who always makes the plans, while i have been out every weekend day and every tuesday and thursday for the last 3 weeks, But i have just been depressed over all of this and i need to fix it asap......