Gardevoir Girl
is NOT a girl
I know this poem is awful and repetitive. I wrote it in an outpouring of emotion, the punctuation is probably in all the wrong places and it’s intended for one person. I don’t care what you think of it… flame the heck out of it if you want… I just need the one person to see it.
I tried to show you
The truth in my heart
The only way I knew how.
Somewhere along the way
I messed up
Tripped over a rock in the path
Sent that rock spinning away
To strike a branch
Shake a tree
Shake its roots.
A landslide of emotion
And it’s my fault.
One sentence spoken
Three hearts broken.
You feel betrayed
I can’t blame you.
I trusted you
You trusted me
I should have told you.
I hurt you
Trying to protect you.
One word to break my heart
Please.
I’m begging you
I need you
You are water and air to me
I can’t survive without you.
My breath falters
I cry
Watching your hesitation.
You never knew the truth
For that I’m sorry.
For three months
Neither did I.
The truth was buried
Hidden
Locked away in his heart
Locked in a box of hatred and anger.
His cold fury
Directed at me
I bow my head
I take it.
So you don’t have to.
You don’t deserve it.
I love you
I would die for you
While he is nothing to me.
He hid the truth
He deceived me
Three months of pain
All for nothing.
Where passion once burned
Our bond is now cold as stone.
Forget him
Cast him away
Like dust into the wind.
My heart belongs
Not to him
But to you.
You, who never deceived me
Who earned my trust
Who I would give my life for.
The truth comes out.
Yes, he cared
Yes, there was something there
But now the embers are dead coals.
Yes, I hid the truth from you
But only because the truth does not matter.
He and I are over.
He had three months
He threw them away
Feeding me bitter lies
Whipping me with enmity
Expecting me to still be there
Heart in hand when he returned.
Such a cheap price
To sell myself for.
He is darkness and hate
You are light and love
I flee from the darkness
Flee to the light
Flee to your arms.
But will your arms be there?
Please
Forgive me
I made a mistake
A terrible mistake.
But I let go of him.
It hurts
But I did it for you
I did it so we could be together.
He chased me away
Now he wants me back.
I’m sorry for that
But my apology is not for him.
I should have told you
Not hidden it amongst insecurity.
Yes, I loved him.
For three months I loved him
But no more.
I have let go
I will forget him.
You are my only one
You are all I need
And you are the one I need.
I’m sorry
For what I have done
The mistakes I have made.
I will die without you.
Please…
I love you.
Please forgive me.
I tried to show you
The truth in my heart
The only way I knew how.
Somewhere along the way
I messed up
Tripped over a rock in the path
Sent that rock spinning away
To strike a branch
Shake a tree
Shake its roots.
A landslide of emotion
And it’s my fault.
One sentence spoken
Three hearts broken.
You feel betrayed
I can’t blame you.
I trusted you
You trusted me
I should have told you.
I hurt you
Trying to protect you.
One word to break my heart
Please.
I’m begging you
I need you
You are water and air to me
I can’t survive without you.
My breath falters
I cry
Watching your hesitation.
You never knew the truth
For that I’m sorry.
For three months
Neither did I.
The truth was buried
Hidden
Locked away in his heart
Locked in a box of hatred and anger.
His cold fury
Directed at me
I bow my head
I take it.
So you don’t have to.
You don’t deserve it.
I love you
I would die for you
While he is nothing to me.
He hid the truth
He deceived me
Three months of pain
All for nothing.
Where passion once burned
Our bond is now cold as stone.
Forget him
Cast him away
Like dust into the wind.
My heart belongs
Not to him
But to you.
You, who never deceived me
Who earned my trust
Who I would give my life for.
The truth comes out.
Yes, he cared
Yes, there was something there
But now the embers are dead coals.
Yes, I hid the truth from you
But only because the truth does not matter.
He and I are over.
He had three months
He threw them away
Feeding me bitter lies
Whipping me with enmity
Expecting me to still be there
Heart in hand when he returned.
Such a cheap price
To sell myself for.
He is darkness and hate
You are light and love
I flee from the darkness
Flee to the light
Flee to your arms.
But will your arms be there?
Please
Forgive me
I made a mistake
A terrible mistake.
But I let go of him.
It hurts
But I did it for you
I did it so we could be together.
He chased me away
Now he wants me back.
I’m sorry for that
But my apology is not for him.
I should have told you
Not hidden it amongst insecurity.
Yes, I loved him.
For three months I loved him
But no more.
I have let go
I will forget him.
You are my only one
You are all I need
And you are the one I need.
I’m sorry
For what I have done
The mistakes I have made.
I will die without you.
Please…
I love you.
Please forgive me.
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