Phoenixsong
you taste like fear
Sigh, after reading my failed experimental writing reviews that you ladies and gentlemen shared, I'll be honest to all the judges. I am seriously conflicted by these helpful things despite being thankful for them as well. Honestly, I don't know if I should just GIVE UP writing for good due to my complexity and style rather than suffering myself from just outraging at the world and others just backstabbing me in the end. I mean, almost no one liked my writing in the end anyway since I'm too much idealistic.
Yet, I really can't tell why I'm still motivated to write amidst all of those valuable reviews that motivate me even further. Personally, to that reviewer who liked the theme that I failed to execute somehow kindled me to continue. But, really, am I just ... terrible at my writing passion overall?
Currently, I'm fixing slowly the huge flaw that I have now. I guess be direct is all that I need. No complexities and fanciness whatsoever.
But currently, I'm on the fence and ready to throw the towel instead of just casting my anger to someone.
Jax and starliteevee are absolutely right. No one's saying that you can never, ever write beautiful, evocative prose; you just need to make sure that you're using that beautiful prose correctly so that it doesn't get in the way of the story you're trying to tell. Writing a few stories with simpler prose can help make sure you've got a solid foundation, and then you can work toward making it sound sweeping and epic in a way that compliments the story you're telling. Just take it a little slower! If you're really having trouble letting go of the heavier prose, give some serious consideration to finding a beta reader to help you correct any obvious mistakes and make sure your intended meaning is coming through.
There's no reason for you to feel like you have to give up on writing if you know that you enjoy it. If you don't enjoy it then obviously you shouldn't stress yourself out over it any further, but if you really love it that much then you've got to learn to get past those feelings of discouragement and focus on practicing. It's always going to sting a little to read negative comments about your work, but as long as they aren't intended to be directly hurtful to you then remember that those comments were made to help you get better, not tell you to stop. Maybe you agree with the advice, maybe you don't; what matters is that the advice was given with the intent to help, with the understanding that you'd keep going forward with either those suggestions or your own ideas for improvement. Someone who wanted you to give up writing altogether wouldn't bother with that.
To everyone, thanks so much for entering, and special congratulations to the top three! Reading all the entries was a lot of fun. I hope that whatever insight we were able to provide is useful to you going forward, whether you're revising your entries (@InsaneTyranitar: ) or just keeping things in mind for future stories. I don't know what or when the next contest will be, but I hope we'll see all of you back when it comes around!