TheCharredDragon
Mwa ha ha! You scared?
Chapter 20: I am the Doctor
It was finally the first day of exams and, as usual, students around them were doing last minute reviews on whatever lessons they felt they should refresh their memory on. Many of them were reciting it to friends or classmates to double check facts. He and Aki however did none of that as they went to school. Her boasting yesterday aside, Ren was in fact confident that they would do well in the exams, so he saw no need to review, and neither did Aki. As they were unoccupied, it was a lot easier to notice that some students were gathered in front of one of the school's bulletin boards, talking about an announcement.
"School assembly? In the middle of exams?" his sister said.
"Likely because of Kamoshida."
"Hmm... I dunno... Why didn't they say anythin' earlier then?"
That was a good point. But still... "This is Shujin we're talking about."
"Oh. Yeah..." Aki said, likely thinking of how terrible this school was despite the kanji used for its name.
"Come on, let's go."
Exams were waiting and they wouldn't have much energy to worry about much else.
Akira stretched as they waited for the principal to get on stage, standing close to the front of the sea of students with her brother and their friends. Thankfully it wasn't long before Principal Kobayakawa came up and spoke, saying that ever since the Kamoshida incident, he received word from the students that he couldn't "bear to ignore". Akira scoffed as he went on about the "importance of mental health" to them. If the principal really cared, he wouldn't have let it happen in the first place. It was obvious what he said was just to save face.
And then he said that they hired a therapist and Akira couldn't help be stunned.
"Wait what? They legit hired one? For real?"
"Apparently..."
"The floor is yours, Doctor..." Principal Kobayakawa said before moving away from the mic.
In his place was a man who looked the part that...reminded her of her brother actually, what with him wearing glasses and his short black hair looking a bit wavy, the same way Ren's hair was like before he curled it. The only difference was that he was older and wore a doctor's coat.
"Hey, isn't he hot?"
And that the girls, and some guys, were ogling him already.
Akira rolled her eyes. "Ugh..." Of course.
"It's nice to meet you all," the doctor said.
"Woah! His voice is sexy!"
"Can I just trip them right now, Big Bro?" Akira said in a whisper.
"Now now, it isn't that bad," he said, his tone pleasant in the way he did to hide his actual intentions. Then just loud enough for some of the others to hear, "Besides, I'm sure the Phantom Thieves will do something if they go too far."
Some were far too engrossed in ogling the man to hear, but the ones who did tensed and grew uneasy and Akira was glad she had a mask so she could freely smirk at their reactions.
Her attention was back on the object of their attraction as in the middle of him introducing himself, the mic cut off with a static growl. Akira couldn't help but snicker at his predicament as he tried, and succeeded, to fix it.
"My name is Takuto Maruki," he finally said. "Thank you for welcoming me to your school."
And then he...hit his head on the mic when he bowed.
Unsurprisingly the students laughed at his misfortune, which included her.
"Yeah, definitely reminds me of you," she said with a smirk to her brother.
Ren was not amused. "I do not hit my head on mics."
"Yeah. But you're a dork like him."
Ren huffed and said, with all the dignity of an offended gentleman, "I will take that as a compliment."
Akira laughed. "Sure sure, whatever you say."
The doctor went on to tell the students that they didn't need to be formal with him, nor feel pressured into counseling. He was only here to help and have them feel comfortable, even saying they could call him "Doc" if they wanted to, which Akira would very much do.
"Any assistance you need, I'll be—oh..." Doc said, then realized something. "I guess I'm not really good for helping with money problems."
Once again, Akira couldn't help but join the rest of the students in their laughter, this time her brother joining her with a quiet chuckle, the statement very true. It only got worse when the principal was obviously displeased with Doc's behavior as he shoved the therapist away from the mic and said,
"Thank you, Dr. Maruki."
He spoke a little more then dismissed them to continue the exams.
On their way back though, Ryuji—who had been walking with her, her brother and Ann—wasn't all too convinced at the school legitimately caring about their mental health. She and her brother did agree with that, especially as Ann pointed out the same reasons Ren speculated when the assembly was first announced. But...
"It doesn't seem too bad," she said.
"But he was clownin' it up on stage," the faux-blond said. "You think he'll really be any good for us?"
Akira was about to say more but Ann said, admonishing,
"Ryuji..."
And Doc just came up to them.
"Hey there," he said. "Sakamoto-kun and Takamaki-san, right? Then you two must be...Ren and Akira Amamiya-san."
Understandably, the two blonds were surprised and on guard as Ryuji said,
"How'd you know our names?"
But after practically everyone in the school already knowing who their names were before they even met, Akira just said,
"Yeah. Did you need somethin' Doc?"
"We need to head back after all," Ren said, genuinely calm.
Their blond friends and the doctor were taken aback by their response. However, the doctor soon recovered and said, frowning in guilt and shame,
"Well, I was informed about certain students before beginning my tenure here. Those that had, ah...previous interactions with Mr. Kamoshida."
"I thought as much."
"Yeah. All the teachers knew 'bout us when we got here. It'd be weird if they didn't tell you too."
"It must have been especially tough for you then."
"You think?" she said, deadpan.
Her brother covered a smirk with his hand as he said, "Maybe, but we have each other and now our friends, so it's not all bad."
The doctor smiled. "Glad to hear that." Then he said, "Ah yes I'd forgotten... I know I already offered my services, but would you be interesred in counseling?"
"Nope, not at all," Ryuji said with no hesitation.
"Huh?!"
Akira laughed and Ren chuckled as the blond then said,
"How's that surprising?"
The doctor adjusted his glasses. "You were just a touch more emphatic than I'd expected you to be."
Akira smirked, glancing at the boy. "Not sure he understands emphatic, Doc. Might wanna say somethin' simpler."
He glowered at her. "Hey, I know what it means."
"Oh good I would've been worried if you didn't."
"I'm not that stupid!"
Again, Akira laughed while her brother was much quieter about his mirth, To her further amusement, Ann and Doc joined in as well, trying and failing, to hide it. Ryuji grumbled in protest, wisely deciding not to give more fuel.
"That aside..." Ren said when they finished. "Thank you for your concern, Doctor Maruki, but we don't have much reason to take counseling. We feel fine."
"Ah! But you can have free snacks if you come," Doc said, obviously trying to bribe them. "All you can eat...would be nice, but there's still plenty to be had."
So of course Akira couldn't help but say, "I'm in."
Just as Ren said for the same reason as her, "Tell me more about these snacks..."
And they got what they wanted as Ryuji looked at them dumbfounded and Ann said,
"Hey! Don't fall for that!"
Akira shrugged and smirked behind her mask. "Hey free food's free food. What's wrong with takin' it?"
"And maybe I can find another snack that Aki actually likes."
"I'm not that picky, Big Bro."
"I still beg to differ."
"Well that ain't gonna convince me," Ryuji said, putting a stop to their banter.
The doctor sighed and rubbed the back of his neck in contrition. "I'll be honest...I was explicitly ordered to give counsel to the students directly involved with Kamoshida."
She and her brother perked up in interest.
"So does that mean you'll counsel the volleyball members too?" Ren said.
Doc seemed a bit surprised for some reason, but was still down as he said, "Yes actually. It's in the school's interest...for the students."
"Ahhh..." Ryuji said in disappointed realization. "The school's interest, huh?"
The man sighed. "I know it's asking a lot to open up to a stranger. Making it mandatory wouldn't be any good either," he said before contemplating. "So...how to make it a worthwhile experience..." He perked up and smiled. "Oh I know! If you come have a session, I can teach you different ways to improve your mental acuity afterwards. Techniques to help you with things like honing concentration for exams or not getting nervous on dates."
Akira snickered, Ren hid his snickers, and Ann and Ryuji were dubious.
"How's that sound?" Doc said, still smiling.
"Uh..."
"There's also snacks..."
"All right all right! Enough with the snacks!"
She and her brother giggled as Ryuji shook his head.
"So which way you leanin'?" he said to them.
If Doc had been different, perhaps she would've been more hesitant. But as it stood with his demeanor and how he made an effort to understand them, unlike most of the teachers, Akira said,
"I want to give it a go."
And Ren said, "Me too. There's no harm in trying."
"Ugh fine...guess it'd just be more trouble for us if we dont go..."
"Hmm, yeah..."
"Really?" the doctor said, surprised, then he smiled again. "Then it's a deal."
Akira grinned. "A deal it is."
"Where can we find you?"
"Oh I'll be in the nurse's office. Just come by whenever it's convenient for you."
"Got it Doc. Thanks."
"You're welcome."
Ryuji said, "Welp, we should get goin'."
And Doc said, "Okay I'll see you later."
However, before she and Ren left, the doctor called out to them and they stopped.
"Thank you for taking my counseling into consideration. And for convincing Takamaki-san and Sakamoto-kun as well."
"It's fine Doc."
"It's no trouble."
"Well, now that we have a deal, I'll do my best to help you."
And then the familiar mysterious voice said, I am thou, thou art I. Thou hast acquired a new vow. It shall be the wings of rebellion that breaketh thy chains of captivity. With the birth of the Councillor Persona, I have obtained the winds of blessing that shall lead to freedom and new power.
When time resumed, she shared a knowing look with her brother while Doc said,
"Sorry for keeping you like this."
"It's fine, Doctor," Ren said. "We'll see you later."
"Ah yes."
And they each nodded in confirmation before they left, for real this time.
Though unsurprisingly, when exams were done, Mr. Shimizu announced that the doctor could be found in the nurses's office and that he would be stationed at Shujin until November. Akira frowned though when he then told them that for certain students it will be mandatory to attend, and that Ms. Kawakami will be the one to speak to them about it. If the fact the school wanted to force them into therapy but Doc wanted them to come of their own free will didn't prove he had their best interests in mind, she didn't know what did. So when Ryuji started talking in the chat about his continued hesitancy, she tried to convince him to do it, if at least to stay out of trouble if anything else.
Still, it ended up Ann trying first, having volunteered herself after they agreed to it. Since it would take a bit until she finished, the rest of them studied a bit, to Ryuji's annoyance, in Ren's classroom, ignoring the stares of everyone. It thankfully wasn't too long into their impromptu study session that Ann messaged her brother that she was done and that it wasn't as bad as she thought it would go. She was also heading home since she felt a bit tired.
"Man I'm beat too... All the exams are gettin' to me... I'm just gonna skip out on it today..."
"Ryuji..." she said, glowering.
But Ren said, "If you're really tired, that's fine. But don't forget to do it at some point, okay?"
"All right all right..." the blond said, waving his hand dismissively as he stood up with sluggish movements.
"Have a safe trip home," her brother said as Ryuji exited.
"Same here!"
The blond hummed in acknowledgement before disappearing from their sight.
"So...who first?"
"I don't know."
"Then can I go first?"
"You're sure?"
"Yeah."
"All right. I'll wait here. Tell me when you're done?"
"Course."
Her brother went back to studying and she went off to the nurse's office. When she got there, she was surprised to not only see the doctor standing outside it, but someone else she knew.
"Yoshizawa?" she said
"Oh, Amamiya-san. Hello," the redhead said with a smile. "Are you here for a session as well?"
"Uh, yeah. You too?"
Because she certainly wouldn't have guessed Yoshizawa recieving counseling. But then again, it could just be for normal troubles instead of the reasons Doc wanted to talk to her and her friends.
"Oh no. Not right now at least," she said. "But that's great! Dr. Maruki is a wonderful counseler. I've actually been seeing him for a while, even before he came to Shujin."
Well on the off chance Yoshizawa did have a serious problem and that was why she saw the doctor, with an endorsement like that from someone like her, Akira felt even more hopeful about the session.
The doctor then said, "Oh I forgot. You two are in the same class, right?"
"Yes."
"She was also studyin' with me and my friends before exams."
"I see. But still..." The doctor turned sheepish as he said, "Don't go overselling me though, Yoshizawa-san. I'm nothing special."
"She ain't oversellin' if that's what she really thinks."
"Yeah. I can't thank you enough for your help."
Akira couldn't help but laugh at Doc's grumbling, which only got worse when Yoshizawa joined in with giggles.
"Well, I should be going now. I'll see you tomorrow, Amamiya-san."
"See ya, Yoshizawa."
With that, she and the doctor went inside the nurse's office. It wasn't too different from the one in her last school. It had beds for patients, some equipment for the nurses, and shelves and cabinets for many kinds of medicines, the scent of it and sanitizers in the air. The only thing difference was that in the space near the door, there was a lounge-like area, with three two-seater couches surrounding a small table that had a juice box and what looked like coffee in a glass cup on a saucer.
"You got coffee too?"
Doc was taken aback for a moment as he said, "Oh? You like coffee?"
"Eh, kinda? I've been practicing brewin' it lately."
"Brewing? You make yours from scratch?"
"Yup," she said, smirk hidden behind her mask.
"Huh. I see...well, we don't have any beans, but if you want some coffee, I can make some for you."
"Nah, it's fine Doc. We can just get started."
"Ah right. The session," he said. "Before we start though, I still want to thank you for coming."
She grinned. "Hey no problem," she said. "Oh that reminds me though. Big Bro's gonna come when I'm done. Think you'll be free then?"
"Really? Oh um, yes, I'll be sure to be open for your brother when he gets here. Now, shall we get started?"
Akira nodded and they sat down, diagonally facing each other. After Doc gave a run down on client confidentiality and she consented to it, the first thing the doctor asked...was the circumstances to her and her brother's arrest. She sighed. She knew this would happen sooner or later, so she told him the story as quickly as possible. She told him of them finding a woman in trouble, of her brother being falsely arrested but her less so with her "attempted assault" on the man who accused them, and...
Akira paused, trying to ignore Fantôme's outcry at the injustice.
"Amamiya-san?"
She took a deep breath and reminded herself where she was. She reminded Fantôme the people that wronged them were nowhere near. Her anger and Persona settled.
"When we got arrested, I was just gonna keep tellin' 'em they got it all wrong, even though I know I'd probably get beat up for it so that they could 'get the truth' outta me. But then..." Akira frowned. "...they told me Big Bro signed the confession and I knew he did it 'cause didn't want anythin' bad to happen. So...I just signed it too." She sighed. "The 'trial' was pretty quick 'cause of that. We probably would've been thrown to juvie if Dad didn't pull all the stops to lessen the sentence."
Overturning it was out of the question, not when whoever the man that accused them had so much influence on the police and such that he could have his name be off the record.
"I see... Thank you. I think I've gotten a good grasp on your situation, Amamiya-san," he said.
He then admitted that he knew the complete circumstances about their criminal record.
She couldn't help but say, "Wow...really? I think I'm gonna die of not surprise."
The doctor chuckled, relieved she had a sense of humor, but he was still guilty over knowning something private. Akira reassured him that it was fine. After all, he was treating her and her brother much nicer than Sakura-san did, and he knew as well. The man then went on to voice his observations about her, mainly about how she has mostly reconciled internal and external world, something even adults have trouble with. Akira might not have understood the actual terms he used, but she could guess what he meant through the words themselves.
Her guess ended up being right as the doctor explained the internal world was one's self image and the external was simply reality and some people cannot cope with their wishes not being true. He then went on to practically praise her for standing up and not having become twisted from what she's been through. And...Akira couldn't help but smile behind her mask.
"Then again," he said in the middle of it. "This must sound weird to hear from a guy you just met."
She shook her head. "Nah. Not really. Not when you say it like that."
After all, she easily could've just given up after everything, especially when her asthma compounded it more than ever, but she didn't. And it felt good to hear that.
"Hmm, no self-deprecation? You really are strong, Amamiya-san."
Akira laughed and rubbed her neck, a little embarrassed at the praise but much too glad for it to be bothered.
"Thanks Doc," she said, and she meant it.
Because this reminded her of the times when she wanted her brother's help and he would point out things to her that were so obvious in hindsight.
"You're welcome," he said. Then he glanced at a wall clock and frowned. "Ah, I'm sorry. This went on longer than it should have."
"Really?"
She glanced at the clock too and found that, yes, it was getting pretty late. She should go soon so that her brother wouldn't stay too long. The doctor apologized for that but Akira didn't mind. Before she left though, Doc asked if she could help him with some research on the side, research that could help a lot of people if he finished. All he needed was someone to listen and comment on his theories. He was also going to ask her brother as well for this. Oh and was also offering snacks.
She chuckled at that. Seeing no harm in it, and wanting to help, Akira agreed, to Doc's surprise. Though she did point out her brother was likely a better choice since he was good at that sort of thing. After another laugh, and another deal settled, they traded contact info and then he gave her some mental training tips, which she made notes on so she would practice them in her spare time. That ended up being pretty soon as, after Ren told her to go on ahead with Mona, she managed to land the part-time job at the beef bowl shop, Ore no Beko, in Shibuya. She was suspicious on how she got it so quickly and with very little effort in the interview but when she actually started work...she started to understand why so many part-timers left the job so quickly and why the attendance wasn't so strict. This was no place for the weak willed...or short tempered.
She was definitely glad she learned Doc's techniques. It was a lot easier to calm herself after being hit by angry words and retaining the orders sent to her in rapid-fire.
{R}
It was finally the first day of exams and, as usual, students around them were doing last minute reviews on whatever lessons they felt they should refresh their memory on. Many of them were reciting it to friends or classmates to double check facts. He and Aki however did none of that as they went to school. Her boasting yesterday aside, Ren was in fact confident that they would do well in the exams, so he saw no need to review, and neither did Aki. As they were unoccupied, it was a lot easier to notice that some students were gathered in front of one of the school's bulletin boards, talking about an announcement.
"School assembly? In the middle of exams?" his sister said.
"Likely because of Kamoshida."
"Hmm... I dunno... Why didn't they say anythin' earlier then?"
That was a good point. But still... "This is Shujin we're talking about."
"Oh. Yeah..." Aki said, likely thinking of how terrible this school was despite the kanji used for its name.
"Come on, let's go."
Exams were waiting and they wouldn't have much energy to worry about much else.
(A)
Akira stretched as they waited for the principal to get on stage, standing close to the front of the sea of students with her brother and their friends. Thankfully it wasn't long before Principal Kobayakawa came up and spoke, saying that ever since the Kamoshida incident, he received word from the students that he couldn't "bear to ignore". Akira scoffed as he went on about the "importance of mental health" to them. If the principal really cared, he wouldn't have let it happen in the first place. It was obvious what he said was just to save face.
And then he said that they hired a therapist and Akira couldn't help be stunned.
"Wait what? They legit hired one? For real?"
"Apparently..."
"The floor is yours, Doctor..." Principal Kobayakawa said before moving away from the mic.
In his place was a man who looked the part that...reminded her of her brother actually, what with him wearing glasses and his short black hair looking a bit wavy, the same way Ren's hair was like before he curled it. The only difference was that he was older and wore a doctor's coat.
"Hey, isn't he hot?"
And that the girls, and some guys, were ogling him already.
Akira rolled her eyes. "Ugh..." Of course.
"It's nice to meet you all," the doctor said.
"Woah! His voice is sexy!"
"Can I just trip them right now, Big Bro?" Akira said in a whisper.
"Now now, it isn't that bad," he said, his tone pleasant in the way he did to hide his actual intentions. Then just loud enough for some of the others to hear, "Besides, I'm sure the Phantom Thieves will do something if they go too far."
Some were far too engrossed in ogling the man to hear, but the ones who did tensed and grew uneasy and Akira was glad she had a mask so she could freely smirk at their reactions.
Her attention was back on the object of their attraction as in the middle of him introducing himself, the mic cut off with a static growl. Akira couldn't help but snicker at his predicament as he tried, and succeeded, to fix it.
"My name is Takuto Maruki," he finally said. "Thank you for welcoming me to your school."
And then he...hit his head on the mic when he bowed.
Unsurprisingly the students laughed at his misfortune, which included her.
"Yeah, definitely reminds me of you," she said with a smirk to her brother.
Ren was not amused. "I do not hit my head on mics."
"Yeah. But you're a dork like him."
Ren huffed and said, with all the dignity of an offended gentleman, "I will take that as a compliment."
Akira laughed. "Sure sure, whatever you say."
The doctor went on to tell the students that they didn't need to be formal with him, nor feel pressured into counseling. He was only here to help and have them feel comfortable, even saying they could call him "Doc" if they wanted to, which Akira would very much do.
"Any assistance you need, I'll be—oh..." Doc said, then realized something. "I guess I'm not really good for helping with money problems."
Once again, Akira couldn't help but join the rest of the students in their laughter, this time her brother joining her with a quiet chuckle, the statement very true. It only got worse when the principal was obviously displeased with Doc's behavior as he shoved the therapist away from the mic and said,
"Thank you, Dr. Maruki."
He spoke a little more then dismissed them to continue the exams.
On their way back though, Ryuji—who had been walking with her, her brother and Ann—wasn't all too convinced at the school legitimately caring about their mental health. She and her brother did agree with that, especially as Ann pointed out the same reasons Ren speculated when the assembly was first announced. But...
"It doesn't seem too bad," she said.
"But he was clownin' it up on stage," the faux-blond said. "You think he'll really be any good for us?"
Akira was about to say more but Ann said, admonishing,
"Ryuji..."
And Doc just came up to them.
"Hey there," he said. "Sakamoto-kun and Takamaki-san, right? Then you two must be...Ren and Akira Amamiya-san."
Understandably, the two blonds were surprised and on guard as Ryuji said,
"How'd you know our names?"
But after practically everyone in the school already knowing who their names were before they even met, Akira just said,
"Yeah. Did you need somethin' Doc?"
"We need to head back after all," Ren said, genuinely calm.
Their blond friends and the doctor were taken aback by their response. However, the doctor soon recovered and said, frowning in guilt and shame,
"Well, I was informed about certain students before beginning my tenure here. Those that had, ah...previous interactions with Mr. Kamoshida."
"I thought as much."
"Yeah. All the teachers knew 'bout us when we got here. It'd be weird if they didn't tell you too."
"It must have been especially tough for you then."
"You think?" she said, deadpan.
Her brother covered a smirk with his hand as he said, "Maybe, but we have each other and now our friends, so it's not all bad."
The doctor smiled. "Glad to hear that." Then he said, "Ah yes I'd forgotten... I know I already offered my services, but would you be interesred in counseling?"
"Nope, not at all," Ryuji said with no hesitation.
"Huh?!"
Akira laughed and Ren chuckled as the blond then said,
"How's that surprising?"
The doctor adjusted his glasses. "You were just a touch more emphatic than I'd expected you to be."
Akira smirked, glancing at the boy. "Not sure he understands emphatic, Doc. Might wanna say somethin' simpler."
He glowered at her. "Hey, I know what it means."
"Oh good I would've been worried if you didn't."
"I'm not that stupid!"
Again, Akira laughed while her brother was much quieter about his mirth, To her further amusement, Ann and Doc joined in as well, trying and failing, to hide it. Ryuji grumbled in protest, wisely deciding not to give more fuel.
"That aside..." Ren said when they finished. "Thank you for your concern, Doctor Maruki, but we don't have much reason to take counseling. We feel fine."
"Ah! But you can have free snacks if you come," Doc said, obviously trying to bribe them. "All you can eat...would be nice, but there's still plenty to be had."
So of course Akira couldn't help but say, "I'm in."
Just as Ren said for the same reason as her, "Tell me more about these snacks..."
And they got what they wanted as Ryuji looked at them dumbfounded and Ann said,
"Hey! Don't fall for that!"
Akira shrugged and smirked behind her mask. "Hey free food's free food. What's wrong with takin' it?"
"And maybe I can find another snack that Aki actually likes."
"I'm not that picky, Big Bro."
"I still beg to differ."
"Well that ain't gonna convince me," Ryuji said, putting a stop to their banter.
The doctor sighed and rubbed the back of his neck in contrition. "I'll be honest...I was explicitly ordered to give counsel to the students directly involved with Kamoshida."
She and her brother perked up in interest.
"So does that mean you'll counsel the volleyball members too?" Ren said.
Doc seemed a bit surprised for some reason, but was still down as he said, "Yes actually. It's in the school's interest...for the students."
"Ahhh..." Ryuji said in disappointed realization. "The school's interest, huh?"
The man sighed. "I know it's asking a lot to open up to a stranger. Making it mandatory wouldn't be any good either," he said before contemplating. "So...how to make it a worthwhile experience..." He perked up and smiled. "Oh I know! If you come have a session, I can teach you different ways to improve your mental acuity afterwards. Techniques to help you with things like honing concentration for exams or not getting nervous on dates."
Akira snickered, Ren hid his snickers, and Ann and Ryuji were dubious.
"How's that sound?" Doc said, still smiling.
"Uh..."
"There's also snacks..."
"All right all right! Enough with the snacks!"
She and her brother giggled as Ryuji shook his head.
"So which way you leanin'?" he said to them.
If Doc had been different, perhaps she would've been more hesitant. But as it stood with his demeanor and how he made an effort to understand them, unlike most of the teachers, Akira said,
"I want to give it a go."
And Ren said, "Me too. There's no harm in trying."
"Ugh fine...guess it'd just be more trouble for us if we dont go..."
"Hmm, yeah..."
"Really?" the doctor said, surprised, then he smiled again. "Then it's a deal."
Akira grinned. "A deal it is."
"Where can we find you?"
"Oh I'll be in the nurse's office. Just come by whenever it's convenient for you."
"Got it Doc. Thanks."
"You're welcome."
Ryuji said, "Welp, we should get goin'."
And Doc said, "Okay I'll see you later."
However, before she and Ren left, the doctor called out to them and they stopped.
"Thank you for taking my counseling into consideration. And for convincing Takamaki-san and Sakamoto-kun as well."
"It's fine Doc."
"It's no trouble."
"Well, now that we have a deal, I'll do my best to help you."
And then the familiar mysterious voice said, I am thou, thou art I. Thou hast acquired a new vow. It shall be the wings of rebellion that breaketh thy chains of captivity. With the birth of the Councillor Persona, I have obtained the winds of blessing that shall lead to freedom and new power.
When time resumed, she shared a knowing look with her brother while Doc said,
"Sorry for keeping you like this."
"It's fine, Doctor," Ren said. "We'll see you later."
"Ah yes."
And they each nodded in confirmation before they left, for real this time.
Though unsurprisingly, when exams were done, Mr. Shimizu announced that the doctor could be found in the nurses's office and that he would be stationed at Shujin until November. Akira frowned though when he then told them that for certain students it will be mandatory to attend, and that Ms. Kawakami will be the one to speak to them about it. If the fact the school wanted to force them into therapy but Doc wanted them to come of their own free will didn't prove he had their best interests in mind, she didn't know what did. So when Ryuji started talking in the chat about his continued hesitancy, she tried to convince him to do it, if at least to stay out of trouble if anything else.
Still, it ended up Ann trying first, having volunteered herself after they agreed to it. Since it would take a bit until she finished, the rest of them studied a bit, to Ryuji's annoyance, in Ren's classroom, ignoring the stares of everyone. It thankfully wasn't too long into their impromptu study session that Ann messaged her brother that she was done and that it wasn't as bad as she thought it would go. She was also heading home since she felt a bit tired.
"Man I'm beat too... All the exams are gettin' to me... I'm just gonna skip out on it today..."
"Ryuji..." she said, glowering.
But Ren said, "If you're really tired, that's fine. But don't forget to do it at some point, okay?"
"All right all right..." the blond said, waving his hand dismissively as he stood up with sluggish movements.
"Have a safe trip home," her brother said as Ryuji exited.
"Same here!"
The blond hummed in acknowledgement before disappearing from their sight.
"So...who first?"
"I don't know."
"Then can I go first?"
"You're sure?"
"Yeah."
"All right. I'll wait here. Tell me when you're done?"
"Course."
Her brother went back to studying and she went off to the nurse's office. When she got there, she was surprised to not only see the doctor standing outside it, but someone else she knew.
"Yoshizawa?" she said
"Oh, Amamiya-san. Hello," the redhead said with a smile. "Are you here for a session as well?"
"Uh, yeah. You too?"
Because she certainly wouldn't have guessed Yoshizawa recieving counseling. But then again, it could just be for normal troubles instead of the reasons Doc wanted to talk to her and her friends.
"Oh no. Not right now at least," she said. "But that's great! Dr. Maruki is a wonderful counseler. I've actually been seeing him for a while, even before he came to Shujin."
Well on the off chance Yoshizawa did have a serious problem and that was why she saw the doctor, with an endorsement like that from someone like her, Akira felt even more hopeful about the session.
The doctor then said, "Oh I forgot. You two are in the same class, right?"
"Yes."
"She was also studyin' with me and my friends before exams."
"I see. But still..." The doctor turned sheepish as he said, "Don't go overselling me though, Yoshizawa-san. I'm nothing special."
"She ain't oversellin' if that's what she really thinks."
"Yeah. I can't thank you enough for your help."
Akira couldn't help but laugh at Doc's grumbling, which only got worse when Yoshizawa joined in with giggles.
"Well, I should be going now. I'll see you tomorrow, Amamiya-san."
"See ya, Yoshizawa."
With that, she and the doctor went inside the nurse's office. It wasn't too different from the one in her last school. It had beds for patients, some equipment for the nurses, and shelves and cabinets for many kinds of medicines, the scent of it and sanitizers in the air. The only thing difference was that in the space near the door, there was a lounge-like area, with three two-seater couches surrounding a small table that had a juice box and what looked like coffee in a glass cup on a saucer.
"You got coffee too?"
Doc was taken aback for a moment as he said, "Oh? You like coffee?"
"Eh, kinda? I've been practicing brewin' it lately."
"Brewing? You make yours from scratch?"
"Yup," she said, smirk hidden behind her mask.
"Huh. I see...well, we don't have any beans, but if you want some coffee, I can make some for you."
"Nah, it's fine Doc. We can just get started."
"Ah right. The session," he said. "Before we start though, I still want to thank you for coming."
She grinned. "Hey no problem," she said. "Oh that reminds me though. Big Bro's gonna come when I'm done. Think you'll be free then?"
"Really? Oh um, yes, I'll be sure to be open for your brother when he gets here. Now, shall we get started?"
Akira nodded and they sat down, diagonally facing each other. After Doc gave a run down on client confidentiality and she consented to it, the first thing the doctor asked...was the circumstances to her and her brother's arrest. She sighed. She knew this would happen sooner or later, so she told him the story as quickly as possible. She told him of them finding a woman in trouble, of her brother being falsely arrested but her less so with her "attempted assault" on the man who accused them, and...
Akira paused, trying to ignore Fantôme's outcry at the injustice.
"Amamiya-san?"
She took a deep breath and reminded herself where she was. She reminded Fantôme the people that wronged them were nowhere near. Her anger and Persona settled.
"When we got arrested, I was just gonna keep tellin' 'em they got it all wrong, even though I know I'd probably get beat up for it so that they could 'get the truth' outta me. But then..." Akira frowned. "...they told me Big Bro signed the confession and I knew he did it 'cause didn't want anythin' bad to happen. So...I just signed it too." She sighed. "The 'trial' was pretty quick 'cause of that. We probably would've been thrown to juvie if Dad didn't pull all the stops to lessen the sentence."
Overturning it was out of the question, not when whoever the man that accused them had so much influence on the police and such that he could have his name be off the record.
"I see... Thank you. I think I've gotten a good grasp on your situation, Amamiya-san," he said.
He then admitted that he knew the complete circumstances about their criminal record.
She couldn't help but say, "Wow...really? I think I'm gonna die of not surprise."
The doctor chuckled, relieved she had a sense of humor, but he was still guilty over knowning something private. Akira reassured him that it was fine. After all, he was treating her and her brother much nicer than Sakura-san did, and he knew as well. The man then went on to voice his observations about her, mainly about how she has mostly reconciled internal and external world, something even adults have trouble with. Akira might not have understood the actual terms he used, but she could guess what he meant through the words themselves.
Her guess ended up being right as the doctor explained the internal world was one's self image and the external was simply reality and some people cannot cope with their wishes not being true. He then went on to practically praise her for standing up and not having become twisted from what she's been through. And...Akira couldn't help but smile behind her mask.
"Then again," he said in the middle of it. "This must sound weird to hear from a guy you just met."
She shook her head. "Nah. Not really. Not when you say it like that."
After all, she easily could've just given up after everything, especially when her asthma compounded it more than ever, but she didn't. And it felt good to hear that.
"Hmm, no self-deprecation? You really are strong, Amamiya-san."
Akira laughed and rubbed her neck, a little embarrassed at the praise but much too glad for it to be bothered.
"Thanks Doc," she said, and she meant it.
Because this reminded her of the times when she wanted her brother's help and he would point out things to her that were so obvious in hindsight.
"You're welcome," he said. Then he glanced at a wall clock and frowned. "Ah, I'm sorry. This went on longer than it should have."
"Really?"
She glanced at the clock too and found that, yes, it was getting pretty late. She should go soon so that her brother wouldn't stay too long. The doctor apologized for that but Akira didn't mind. Before she left though, Doc asked if she could help him with some research on the side, research that could help a lot of people if he finished. All he needed was someone to listen and comment on his theories. He was also going to ask her brother as well for this. Oh and was also offering snacks.
She chuckled at that. Seeing no harm in it, and wanting to help, Akira agreed, to Doc's surprise. Though she did point out her brother was likely a better choice since he was good at that sort of thing. After another laugh, and another deal settled, they traded contact info and then he gave her some mental training tips, which she made notes on so she would practice them in her spare time. That ended up being pretty soon as, after Ren told her to go on ahead with Mona, she managed to land the part-time job at the beef bowl shop, Ore no Beko, in Shibuya. She was suspicious on how she got it so quickly and with very little effort in the interview but when she actually started work...she started to understand why so many part-timers left the job so quickly and why the attendance wasn't so strict. This was no place for the weak willed...or short tempered.
She was definitely glad she learned Doc's techniques. It was a lot easier to calm herself after being hit by angry words and retaining the orders sent to her in rapid-fire.