Things are getting somewhat complex for me :/ ugh
So there's this freshman chick who likes me. She's like uber possessive, by that whenever I am talking to some other chick, she'll try and talk to me or them to sidetrack the conversation. This is most evident in the few occasions my ex-girlfriend and I have conversations on Facebook. She ALWAYS posts on them and involves herself in the conversation. I don't really like her all that much (just friends, nothing more), and didn't really clue myself into figuring she liked me until thursday. So last week, I figured I bake a cake for her for her bday, since she pulled the "You shouldn't be so mean" card, so I figured what the hell? What could go wrong. So this quickly led to the assumption of some of my friends to indicate that I liked her, which I denied. So fast forward to yesterday in which one of her friends stole my phone and texted her "I like you and want to get to know you better". So after I let her know her friend said that, not me, she tried to see if there was any truth to it, which I denied by doing everything but saying "No. I don't like you like that" which, in hindsight I probably should have done. So the conversation skewed into how I found her kinda annoying, in which, she got mad at me.
There is another chick that I'm really good friends with. Several friends keep telling me I should go out with her, or ask whether or not I would, whether I like her, or say we're flirting. So recently she's been trying to find out who I like. I let her know I don't really have a crush on anyone at the moment which she accepted. Then we were texting the other day, and when she was trying to figure out my type, I figured I'd turn the tables on her and try and see who she liked. She said I could probably guess, even though she knows I'm completely oblivious at these things. So I began to narrow it down to what sport team the guy is on in which she said no more guessing, because the sport would give it away. Well, I don't know to many people in sports aside from swim and polo (we're a close bunch), and I'm the one she talks to the most on our team, and she always hugs me, and stuff.
So it would be safe to assume she could mean me? I like her a little, but don't really want to start up a relationship for now.
And to complete my long rant, for rants sake, my ex-girlfriend was at our teams champs yesterday. Its safe to say I realized that I'm not completely over her. I don't want to start up a relationship with anyone else until I'm safely over her, but don't want to be with her since she goes through guys rather fast even though we went out for a substantial amount of time. Well, there were two things I noticed yesterday, which I want to know how you all interpret. She cheered for every race pretty much, but when my races were up, she wasn't there (I'm one of our teams top swimmers, so lots tend to cheer for me). And at the team area she sat down in the area I was in, instead of with the girls, and while she did do some obvious fooling around with another guy, I did catch her a few times staring at me. Using my awesome peripheral vision, I noticed, but didn't look back at her, since I am trying not to like her. I dunno if I'm just over reacting or whatever. Blah.
Feel free to analyze, brutalize, advise, or whatever. Input is always welcome. Thanks.
/end long rant