I've had several large gins, now it's time to confess my sins!
I hear ya, bro. (Bra?) I've been hit with those feelings now and again.
Which brings me to another strange confession.
+ I have little "worlds" for the characters in my ships, worlds which exist in my own head. I decide how they interact, what activities they do, how they think, etc. This also translates into my writing.
Then I see other people's "worlds" for the same pairs that I have, and since they're not my own version, I wonder why they aren't thinking like me. I don't like their worlds. I like mine. However, if their world is exceptionally well-done, I'll like it. I also despise people who share my same "worldview", because I feel a sense of ownership over it.
... Yeah, I'm a strange child.
Sometimes I get terribly lonely when I think about the fact that my shipping characters aren't real.
I hear ya, bro. (Bra?) I've been hit with those feelings now and again.
Which brings me to another strange confession.
+ I have little "worlds" for the characters in my ships, worlds which exist in my own head. I decide how they interact, what activities they do, how they think, etc. This also translates into my writing.
Then I see other people's "worlds" for the same pairs that I have, and since they're not my own version, I wonder why they aren't thinking like me. I don't like their worlds. I like mine. However, if their world is exceptionally well-done, I'll like it. I also despise people who share my same "worldview", because I feel a sense of ownership over it.
... Yeah, I'm a strange child.