SilentMemento
Lone Wolf
Author's Notes: This is a small drabble (yes, I consider a drabble to be less than 1,000 words) about a certain Pokemon of a certain Team leader. This is rated PG-13 for implied murder and implied Pokemon abuse, so if anyone wants to quit reading now, I won't begrudge them. If you do, by all means, continue and please let me know how I did.
There are times where I have nothing to do except try to remember how I lived and died. This day in my current life happens to be one of them. Tiny memories heed my call; the cold air near a large mountain is the most prominent. The others have passed on long ago, and I cannot bring them back by any means. Even looking into that accursed mask – my mask – gives me no solace or answers, for all I see is the contorted face of a young human male that used to be me.
Wait, used to be? No, I really am human. I have to be human because there are other humans who have been here longer than me. They try to help me adapt, to help me survive. And I’m grateful to them for it. I would’ve been devoured by Krokorok or the elder ones if I weren’t. We ghosts have to stick together, right?
No, not a ghost! Human. But I’d still be a human ghost, wouldn’t I? I did die, but I just…changed a bit. It doesn’t make me any less human. And they understand. They know how I feel, and they accept it. That’s the good thing about ghosts. They’re more accepting than humans, so long as you don’t bother them.
I decide to look at my mask again. It’s the only thing that really helps me remember my past life, if only for a short time. The small memories appear first.
I see two humans, a male and a female, standing on a long human monument made of stone. I think they call it a “bridge”. I argue with the male about something, and he pushes me. I see myself falling, and I hear the female laugh. I hit the freezing water…
The memory starts to dissolve. Anything I can hold onto vanishes like smoke; anything I can’t is already gone. I stare at my mask in anguish and start to cry. It isn’t fair! I just want to remember something for one moment! Is that small thing too much to ask for?
“Here, little one.”
I turn toward the sound of the noise, still sniffling. I see a fellow human standing next to me, a small smile on his face. Long green hair flows down, nearly covering the small red eyeglass that is perched over his right eye. He wears long, sweeping robes covered with patterns that are unrecognizable to me; it is as if he wishes to make himself memorable to all who see him. A two-headed dragon with no eyes and a sparkling eel with a toothy mouth and multiple flippers are by his side. Both of them are snarling and growling at me.
A small bit of worry tugs at me, but I’m almost too overjoyed to feel it. An actual human being! Here! I almost rush toward him to thank him for showing up, but the dragon hisses in response.
“Easy, Zweilous,” the human says with a frown. His face shifts back to that small smile. “You’re trying to recall your past life, aren’t you?” he asks in a honeyed voice. “What if I can help you with that?”
My eyes open as wide as full moons. “How…how do you know that?” I say in awe.
A small shift in his face nearly triggers my instincts again, but my curiosity is too large to resist. “Well?” he replies in a cool tone.
“You can do that?” I ask, nodding my head.
“Of course!” he replies in a nonchalant tone. “All you have to do is join my team. Currently, I have Zweilous and Eelektross, but I can certainly make room for you. How can you say ‘no’ to that?”
Tears of joy flood my eyes as I float toward the man. He allows me to lead the way out, and I oblige without hesitation. I exit the ruins and shield my eyes from the desert storm. I turn toward him for support, but my heart sinks when I see him blocking the way back home.
“I never said that you’d get a free ride,” he sneers. “Zweilous, use dark pulse. Eelektross, use flamethrower.”
The dragon’s twin heads charge up a volume of black energy at the same time the eel’s mouth froths with flames. Both of them release their attacks simultaneously. I scream in agony as the dark waves crush my thoughts and the flames lick at my body. I start to cry as I realize that I never had a chance against those powerful Pokemon.
“W-w-why?” I sob uncontrollably. “I’m like you! I’m still human! I’m still human!"
The man laughs and takes an object out of his robes. I immediately recognize it as one of those “slave spheres” that the other humans talk about in horrified whispers. “You’re a bit runty for a Pokemon, but you’ll have to do,” he says in a disdainful tone. He throws the slave sphere, and I’m too exhausted to resist. I hear just one sentence before the worst day of my life concludes.
“I have plans for you, little Yamask.”
There are times where I have nothing to do except try to remember how I lived and died. This day in my current life happens to be one of them. Tiny memories heed my call; the cold air near a large mountain is the most prominent. The others have passed on long ago, and I cannot bring them back by any means. Even looking into that accursed mask – my mask – gives me no solace or answers, for all I see is the contorted face of a young human male that used to be me.
Wait, used to be? No, I really am human. I have to be human because there are other humans who have been here longer than me. They try to help me adapt, to help me survive. And I’m grateful to them for it. I would’ve been devoured by Krokorok or the elder ones if I weren’t. We ghosts have to stick together, right?
No, not a ghost! Human. But I’d still be a human ghost, wouldn’t I? I did die, but I just…changed a bit. It doesn’t make me any less human. And they understand. They know how I feel, and they accept it. That’s the good thing about ghosts. They’re more accepting than humans, so long as you don’t bother them.
I decide to look at my mask again. It’s the only thing that really helps me remember my past life, if only for a short time. The small memories appear first.
I see two humans, a male and a female, standing on a long human monument made of stone. I think they call it a “bridge”. I argue with the male about something, and he pushes me. I see myself falling, and I hear the female laugh. I hit the freezing water…
The memory starts to dissolve. Anything I can hold onto vanishes like smoke; anything I can’t is already gone. I stare at my mask in anguish and start to cry. It isn’t fair! I just want to remember something for one moment! Is that small thing too much to ask for?
“Here, little one.”
I turn toward the sound of the noise, still sniffling. I see a fellow human standing next to me, a small smile on his face. Long green hair flows down, nearly covering the small red eyeglass that is perched over his right eye. He wears long, sweeping robes covered with patterns that are unrecognizable to me; it is as if he wishes to make himself memorable to all who see him. A two-headed dragon with no eyes and a sparkling eel with a toothy mouth and multiple flippers are by his side. Both of them are snarling and growling at me.
A small bit of worry tugs at me, but I’m almost too overjoyed to feel it. An actual human being! Here! I almost rush toward him to thank him for showing up, but the dragon hisses in response.
“Easy, Zweilous,” the human says with a frown. His face shifts back to that small smile. “You’re trying to recall your past life, aren’t you?” he asks in a honeyed voice. “What if I can help you with that?”
My eyes open as wide as full moons. “How…how do you know that?” I say in awe.
A small shift in his face nearly triggers my instincts again, but my curiosity is too large to resist. “Well?” he replies in a cool tone.
“You can do that?” I ask, nodding my head.
“Of course!” he replies in a nonchalant tone. “All you have to do is join my team. Currently, I have Zweilous and Eelektross, but I can certainly make room for you. How can you say ‘no’ to that?”
Tears of joy flood my eyes as I float toward the man. He allows me to lead the way out, and I oblige without hesitation. I exit the ruins and shield my eyes from the desert storm. I turn toward him for support, but my heart sinks when I see him blocking the way back home.
“I never said that you’d get a free ride,” he sneers. “Zweilous, use dark pulse. Eelektross, use flamethrower.”
The dragon’s twin heads charge up a volume of black energy at the same time the eel’s mouth froths with flames. Both of them release their attacks simultaneously. I scream in agony as the dark waves crush my thoughts and the flames lick at my body. I start to cry as I realize that I never had a chance against those powerful Pokemon.
“W-w-why?” I sob uncontrollably. “I’m like you! I’m still human! I’m still human!"
The man laughs and takes an object out of his robes. I immediately recognize it as one of those “slave spheres” that the other humans talk about in horrified whispers. “You’re a bit runty for a Pokemon, but you’ll have to do,” he says in a disdainful tone. He throws the slave sphere, and I’m too exhausted to resist. I hear just one sentence before the worst day of my life concludes.
“I have plans for you, little Yamask.”
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