IrieFuse
Unify To Thrive
I've been doing pretty good, I've sort of been morbidly obsessed with an angel who longs for death who vicariously gleans the sensation of suicide off of people who die, and...yeah. Also, I'm writing a fairy tale about a wren who goes into heaven and then accidentally burns it to the ground... 0-0
Also Chili, having a relationship isn't exactly like gay + gay = love, and he might not be. And if he is, why would you want to be a relationship with him? Have you even considered liking him before this?
Also, I'm coming to the conclusion that most young people (myself included) have a really superficial idea of love. I sort of regret using that word so loosely in the past, and I don't want anyone else to have to go back later, and reconsider 'true love' for infatuation, or a bizarre affinity for affection, yeah. Be a friend, don't put him supposedly being gay in place of your primary relationship: after all, you're his friend first. Also, if you do end up telling him you like him or whatever, and he tells your parents, or his, then yours, where does that leave you standing? He would have quite a bit of leverage over you if you told him, and you pissed him off later.
Anyhow Chili, if all goes well, you have seventy more years to live, and I'm pretty sure there are better times to 'fall in love.' Get into high school. Do your homework. Even if things 'feels right' when you're young, you can brush off things so quickly that'll hurt much worse later. Sit this one out.
Again, you're living in a world of hypotheticals anyway, because you honestly don't know...
Anyways, I don't wanna be hurtful, or cynical, but I do want to be honest... ><
how old are you? this post just gave me chills because it reminds me of my past from late elementary school up until now, a recent high school graduate. and it's just scary to know that as a kid, I didn't know I'd to through a fraction of the things I've been through in the past 4 years. some of it was unbearable but I'm glad I made it past it all. and it just makes me want to advise people to have fun in your youth. make mistakes because there's no other way to learn. don't be reckless, but don't be too careful because living with what if's are worse than living with small regrets. because with regret comes knowing two possible outcomes. with a what if, you've no idea what one of those two outcomes could have been.
point & case. enjoy your youth because it can be stripped away from you in a moment's notice without warning, and you won't be able to do anything about it.