I don't think that there'd be space.
Anyways, personal things coming up:
I am sick and tired of being defined by my "bits" and the assumption that all people will be heterosexual and cisgender. IT VEXES ME. Example: English teacher, when I mention that I, perhaps, don't want to see guys with their shirts off (I'm biologically female, more on that later), asserts that I will eventually see the appeal of unclothed males. Sex ed is taught in a way that assumes that your partner will have the opposite "bits". Books, movies, products, songs, and even the internet itself (erm, adds within it) all assume that you're heterosexual and cisgender. It also assumes that you're sexual--people who are on any part of the asexual spectrum are excluded and sometimes thought of as "childish" or "prudes". They assume that I just haven't see/met the "right person", the person who will introduce me to "sexuality"--it's like a bunch of dogs trying to convince a cat to be a dog. I CANNOT BE SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO PEOPLE, MMK? They actually forced me to look at people who they perceived as "hot", but I only saw them as physically fit and aesthetically attractive. I thought that I was missing out on something, but I'm probably not. ._. Several people have thought of me as lesbian because I have shown no interest in males--does it not occur to them that I DO NOT SHOW IT? HUH?
I don't want to be thought of solely by how I look, and people who think of me as "weaker" or "more emotional" merely because I was born a girl...I don't know what to do with them. If I could suddenly have the opportunity to transform into a robot without a "sex", I would immediately jump at the chance. My body is very irritating--it has to remind me that I am not sex-less, I have biological functions that people will use to perceive me, and I cannot escape from my stupid body. It pleases me immensely when I am thought of as a male, even online, but I just want to escape the whole male/female binary and what people think about it. They believe that you can be either-or, male or female, when I actually want to be neither and separated from the whole thing.
...I'm probably going to regret, in the morning, posting this.
