Frozen Sunset
Ugh
Of course, if you have any subjects you'd like to talk about we'd gladdy talk aswell.
Lately, sounds have been affecting me more than ever. It doesn't even require a headache for moderately loud noises to be excruciatingly painful to me and lights are often too bright. Afterward, I have difficultly understanding words (and talking) with any degree of competency and am anxious for a long time. For example, a fire alarm once rung while I was eating lunch, and I was unable to eat the rest of my lunch and could not complete my essay in English class after (actually, I typed in some garble). ._. This is getting to be a serious problem. I need to wear earplugs when going outside my property for fear of loud noises.
Does anyone else have problems relating to people? They expect me to be able to predict what they want, and think that I'm strange just because I don't get it. They'll say something and I won't be sure if they're serious or not and the they tell me to shut up when I ask them. Some of them often complain that I speak too loudly, and then, when I tell them to quiet down (because it's at a level that is painful to hear), they just give me the oddest look. I don't understand people at all. My empathy level's also odd--it's either far too high (I empathize with the weeds), or far too low (everyone else can go burn). Just...thinking of what other people will do and react...NOPE.
You might be scared, you'll definitely be uncomfortable, but doing this actually transmits a friendly energy to people and makes them more prone to opening up to you (provided it's your walls you're forcing down and not theirs)
Does anyone deal with their parents not liking you are gay or the fact that you are with some one?
oh I usually have trouble relating to straight men. I just dont ever know what to say to them. Just to stay on topic.
But the thing is, I think I do like my best friend! But I don't want to tell her and be afraid that she will say that she doesn't feel the same way
Just go with your gut, tell her if you want to. If you're nervous, just do it when you're ready, and only when you feel comfortable. If she asks you out, then great!
Oh honey.. You're always drunk. lol
I'm happy for you though. Now it's out there
So.. Today is Azures birthday! Woohoo! Happy birthday, you old f**k, we all love you~