So today I spent a majority of my day talking to 3 guys I really like, it's weird I'm alot more flirty and attention hungry than I usually am, and I don't see why not, everyone already assumes I'm a ***** so why not act like one? Meh......It's so hard staying single ARG lol. I'm bad at being single.
Also Charlie has been alot more cuddly lately, it makes me happy that my cat is there for me when I'm going though rough times. Pets are amazing.
weird I'm alot more flirty and attention hungry than I usually am
Just popping in to revise this. It looked like we'd get the vote, but at the last minute the House decided to postpone it until November. The frustrating thing is that there's a lot of pressure from the rest of the government to pass this: the mayor of Chicago, our governor, and President Obama have been expressing their support. Not only that, but Illinois already allows civil unions, we're halfway there.. why not just go the full extent and legalize marriage? Looks like it'll be another 6 months of uncertainty.My state (Illinois) is supposed to be voting on marriage equality sometime today or by the end of the day tomorrow. I am obviously nervous, but also excited. Fingers crossed! I might not have won the lottery this week, but this is way more important.. I'd rather my luck go there.
why not just go the full extent and legalize marriage?
Who knows with the government
Got a call from an ex today....
Ugh can't sleep....the neighbors next door got in another fight. It baffles me how 2 "normal" people who hate eachother and beat other can get married....and yet two same sexed people who love eachother and would truly value marriage aren't allowed the option in most places....it's just baffling. Silly and baffling.
Sp since I can't sleep I have spent the night talking to old friends, listening to Kesha songs, playing Crash Bandicoot and finding the gif that I think best represents my sexuality. Ooooh and I made dumplings! Super special secret dumplings xD I LOVE THESE DUMPLINGS!
That's interesting.. What was it about and how'd it go? Anyways, sorry I haven't posted much, I've been busy with finals, friends, responsibilities, and doing what we need to do to move. It's been very chaotic. Also, Illonois really just did that? Wow, that's procrastination at its finest people.
Elysian said:What? Rich? what makes you think that? No, mother recently lost her wallet, and I haven't eaten properly in a week. lol.
Now, the fridge si so full...... something!
No, I live in a pretty deserted place. not many houses around. You can hear people using guns around though.
Well, land is extremely expensive where I live, so... How did your mother lose her wallet? Isn't stuff as valuable as that supposed to be well-guarded? How can you not eat/eat junk food/not eat properly?
One of the fridges at home is filled with who-knows-what, but whatever is in it, it isn't suitable for snacks. At all.
Guns? OHMYGOD. Wait...are they hunting? Or what?
Mother was clumsy, that's all. lol.
Land is expensive, probably. I don't know...
The fridge was almost empty. Literally nothing to eat.
And, I don't know what people do. We sometimes hear shots. Probably hunters, yes.
I have no idea what you two are talking about...
Anyways how is everyone today?
That's a dumb reason to get infractions.....meh oh well, if mods consider a little egotism a infraction worthy offense that's there prob lol. (I say that with love Ab )Little ticked off that I got an infraction for "advertising". Heaven forbid I be proud of the fact that someone wrote about me.
Little ticked off that I got an infraction for "advertising". Heaven forbid I be proud of the fact that someone wrote about me.
Yes, I actually did kind of like him before. But I hope he goes to my school next year.I've been doing pretty good, I've sort of been morbidly obsessed with an angel who longs for death who vicariously gleans the sensation of suicide off of people who die, and...yeah. Also, I'm writing a fairy tale about a wren who goes into heaven and then accidentally burns it to the ground... 0-0
Also Chili, having a relationship isn't exactly like gay + gay = love, and he might not be. And if he is, why would you want to be a relationship with him? Have you even considered liking him before this?
Also, I'm coming to the conclusion that most young people (myself included) have a really superficial idea of love. I sort of regret using that word so loosely in the past, and I don't want anyone else to have to go back later, and reconsider 'true love' for infatuation, or a bizarre affinity for affection, yeah. Be a friend, don't put him supposedly being gay in place of your primary relationship: after all, you're his friend first. Also, if you do end up telling him you like him or whatever, and he tells your parents, or his, then yours, where does that leave you standing? He would have quite a bit of leverage over you if you told him, and you pissed him off later.
Anyhow Chili, if all goes well, you have seventy more years to live, and I'm pretty sure there are better times to 'fall in love.' Get into high school. Do your homework. Even if things 'feels right' when you're young, you can brush off things so quickly that'll hurt much worse later. Sit this one out.
Again, you're living in a world of hypotheticals anyway, because you honestly don't know...
Anyways, I don't wanna be hurtful, or cynical, but I do want to be honest... ><