I know, i don't think i was being hard on myself, per sé, just having a weird week
Like, I met my ex-gay counselor at a restaurant this week, and I wanted to just run up to him, and tell him about how much progress I've made, how much more confident I've gotten, and all, and how much I've GROWN, and that didn't happen, because he was with his family and that's weird. Everyone at my school is interested in things I don't really care about, and a lot of the time nothing excites me. I dunno what's happening, it's just kinda all hit me at once D:
i can relate to this as i live in a place so boring that i can almost call it a dead town, and the people around me only interested in smoking and dcar drifting :/ which is simply boring to me to a point where i wanna pull my eyes and plug them in my ears