They are the higher-ups unfortunately, it's their company so I would have no one else to talk to. The boss's wife, who retired quickly after I came out to her, let me know she thought I was mentally ill and once I find god and marry a woman I will be happy forever, so that's off the table also. I agree that when I said "I am going to go into work and come out and tell them if they don't like it that much I can leave" is irrational, I should have explained further that I would say that I would leave as a last resort, that is if they say they aren't willing to respect me for who I am and what not, even though I can't see them doing exactly that. First I would let them know that I have to be my authentic self and that I can't work somewhere that I don't feel validated or a place where I get anxiety for speaking about my daily life. Then in the worst case scenario, let them know I can't deal with it anymore. It's only four of us in the office and one already knows and totally supports me, so I shouldn't feel such anxiety about it, but I haven't had trouble like this coming out before in such a long time, over 10 years now, and I've worked there for so long too that I should feel comfortable.
I think staying in the right mind is the issue I am most afraid of, I think I'll just over react at the non-acceptance and that scares me even more. I haven't really dealt with too many people who are like this, so I have been really been thrown for a loop, but I'm happy because it's reminded me of why I am grateful to live in Canada and hopefully make me better at dealing with these situations initially before I get to these feelings (silver lining).