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I was just looking back at the old club, and I was looking through all the old posts, just sort of being caught in a feeling of nostalgia, when I remembered, and my remembrance brought me to realization.
I am, very, truly sorry for the way I have been acting. I was treating you all unfairly, and being very rude, when I acted that way in the old club, just because I hadn't received event eggs. I had been a whiner, a complainer, yet not one of you started yelling at me or showing any slight signs of impatience, and I need to be able to see that the way some of you act when you get upset is reasonable, and should not be put down and be an excuse to get yelled at.
No one had made me give up my event eggs, I had just done that because I didn't like owning something that others didn't get. I had guilt-tripped myself into dumping my prized eggs into the shelter, or had done it out of some spiteful way of my own selfish greed. I had chosen to ride myself of some of the rarest and most vaulable Pokemon that I love, and yet not one of you had made me do it though I had acted so.
So ask you now, for your forgiveness for my inexplicable behavior. I truly apologize for being a jerk, and for being rude and not showing the smallest bit of decency or respect to any of you when you had done nothing to deserve otherwise. And so I apologize, and would like to be able to post among you like a member once again.
I suppose it is the absence of my friend Flurried Rains that may have put me down, for he was a very good Internet friend of mine and had made this club fun for me when I had re-joined back in July. I had missed it then, and I miss it now. So please allow me to once walk again alongside you all as you click the pixel-figures, and let me be able to share in the upsettings and hapiness that you all may experience, as I had once done so.
I do not ask for a spot on the member list, for such a thing is beyond my wishes and would not be right for me to try and re-claim a position after asking to be taken off. Merely, I would like to become a part, though not officially, of this club again, and to be able to post the comings-and-goings of the site, and to belong again, in the Global PokedeX Plus Fan Club.