This probably isn't the place for it, but I've always known SPPF as a good place for semi-anon advice.
I've been known to cut in the past when things got really bad. I hadn't cut for 3 or 4 months, until today. My problem is these two girls. One's name is Lindsey, the other is Liz. My only experience with girls (being thirteen) is full of hate and regret. Lindsey is 15, while Liz is 14, so both are older than me, although not by much. Now, the problem is, I love Lindsey, and she loved me, but she lost feelings for me when another guy asked her out. She doesn't love this guy, but she likes him as more than a friend, if that makes any sense. I like Liz, but I don't love her. I'd be willing to date her - I have before, actually, dated both Liz and Lindsey (not at the same time .-.). I really love Lindsey, and I don't want to lose her, but now that she has a boyfriend, she doesn't want anything to do with me. Liz loves me, but I'm not over Lindsey. I want advice... Liz makes me happier than Lindsey did, but I never loved Liz, and I've always loved Lindsey. So, should I stick around Lindsey until she gets her heart broken by this guy, even though she wants me gone, or should I go for Liz, even though I don't love her?
It was after I cut myself that I realized asking for advice would've been a better alternative. I know it's bad, but I panicked.
I've been known to cut in the past when things got really bad. I hadn't cut for 3 or 4 months, until today. My problem is these two girls. One's name is Lindsey, the other is Liz. My only experience with girls (being thirteen) is full of hate and regret. Lindsey is 15, while Liz is 14, so both are older than me, although not by much. Now, the problem is, I love Lindsey, and she loved me, but she lost feelings for me when another guy asked her out. She doesn't love this guy, but she likes him as more than a friend, if that makes any sense. I like Liz, but I don't love her. I'd be willing to date her - I have before, actually, dated both Liz and Lindsey (not at the same time .-.). I really love Lindsey, and I don't want to lose her, but now that she has a boyfriend, she doesn't want anything to do with me. Liz loves me, but I'm not over Lindsey. I want advice... Liz makes me happier than Lindsey did, but I never loved Liz, and I've always loved Lindsey. So, should I stick around Lindsey until she gets her heart broken by this guy, even though she wants me gone, or should I go for Liz, even though I don't love her?
It was after I cut myself that I realized asking for advice would've been a better alternative. I know it's bad, but I panicked.