I remember when life was a blast. Going out everyday to the little park around the corner or to the near by elementry school's play area and playing some futbol, baseball or even basketball. All the way to high school, senior year, still playing with people of all ages; from the 10 year olds who went to the elementary school to the 30 and 40 year old hispanic dads that got home from construction. Had a minimum wage job, but it sure helped my parents with the bills and still had left over to go out and pay my own cell phone service. Now, no one plays outside anymore. No one has time to go out and relax. Today, I realized I either have to play by society's standards to "get a life" or do what I love and risk economic instability. Today, I realized I'm going no where because I haven't made up my mind. I'm 25 years old, still working on getting a degree, which will probably be useless once I graduate (if I graduate), and I'm learning absolutely nothing from my professors. I would try migrating to a different part of the world, but governments make it so damm hard. On top of that, it would be difficult to just up and go while leaving my family behind. It could just be the gloomy weather though....