ChloboShoka
Writer
Finding out my uncle died.
Finding out my uncle died.
I've been feeling really uncomfortable today, and I can't pinpoint why. Sometimes I'll just be sitting there and then feel a pang of guilt for no reason. And it doesn't feel that nice at all.
I'm going back to school tomorrow... and part of me is actually feeling dread. Homework, boring classes, bullies and having to get up super early in the morning are just some of my worries, and what's more, I haven't been able to find my school bag containing all my books, so I can't find my homework. I'm not feeling great at all right now.
Got made fun of by one of the tutors in the tutorial center at my school, he then proceeded to give me false directions and then ignore me for the rest of the session :/ Lord, I hate this place.
I hope your day back (today) goes alright. School can be rough, but I'm sure you'll overcome! Don't let people like bullies win; strive to achieve great things, and then that will really show them.
Firstly, thanks for being really nice and supporting!
The school day itself was alright (although the computing cyber bullying talk was quite deep and shocking), but I've been having tiny stress breakdowns today about other things - mainly a reason that I'd rather keep personal. Just now I went into tears that I have this tricky maths homework in for tomorrow that was set over our week off, and I know that the fact that I'm doing it now is my fault and my fault alone. I'll try and get through this, though.