Apologies for the bump, but my character sheet is ready for review!
Name: Renji Aoki
Age: 22
Gender: Male
Sexuality: Panromantic demisexual
Major: Journalism
Alias/Codename: Veil
Class: Assassin:
-The assassin typically combines combat ability with strong stealth skills, and specialize in defeating an enemy without becoming involved in a protracted melee.
Skills/Abilities:
-Blink strike - A cutting dash ability that closes distance, generally causing a bleeding effect.
-Dazzle blast - throws a store of gunpowder that stuns enemies in a wide radius. Foes in the center of the blast receive minor burn damage.
-Shirking offensive - quickly pulls back, before advancing forward, delivering a two-step front to roundhouse kick.
Weapon: Ninjato - a short straightsword that offers light weight, durability, and a sharp cutting edge perfect for swift attacks. Sometimes employs the use of various throwing knives.
Appearance: Outside of utopia, Ren is nothing inherently special. He stands at a slightly above-average 5’10/178cm, with a fair complexion and a layer of muscle leaning more towards lean rather than bulky. The only noticeable ‘build’ he has are his shoulders and collarbones, often times boasting these areas with wide-cut shirts or v-necks. He has straight, jet black hair, of medium length, usually a shaggy mess, full of volume and often untameable. His eyes are a brilliant midnight blue, with what some would call crows feet underneath at times. The only piercings he has, is one hoop in his left nostril, and stretched ear piercings at a size ‘0.’ The only scars he has is one behind his left ear from falling against a table as a child, and the other are the self-inflicted wounds on his wrists, which he usually covers up.
His style is as sporadic as his attention span - though, almost always dark in color, he prefers more vintage style outfits, usually not without a denim jacket over a dark shirt, or a longsleeved plaid shirt. Denim jeans, usually indigo, washed grey, or black, are cuffed at the bottom, over boots or high-top classic skate sneakers - gifts and hand-me-downs from relatives on the opposite coast. And if he’s not wearing a beanie that his mess of hair is trying to hide underneath? There’s a chance that it’s a good hair day, for once.
In (U)topia, however, his garb is dark, flowing, and lithe, easy for him to move with. His raven locks are long, messy, going down to the middle of his back. He has heterochromia - jade and amber irises - though, blocked by a porcelain mask when in battle, white as snow, with no normal facial features other than two menacing eyes of black and a red smirk across the front.
He wears a long two-tailed coat, slim pocketed pants underneath and leather boots. All of it, made of light, padded material, ensuring mobility and agility above all else.
Personality: Renji is quite a free spirit. It’s rare to catch him without a charming grin plastered on his face, usually being the one to throw a snide comment or the occasional quip or jab to keep tension light - really, to keep the air from falling silent in general. His name, in traditional language, means that of a protector - fitting for the young man who boasts how much he cares for those around him. While he doesn’t have the widest circle of friends, he’s intensely loyal, to a fault, oftentimes bearing others’ pain before his. Just call him ‘Team Dad.’ If, Team Dad, also included the sometimes Drunk Uncle. Far from a partier, he will, on occasion, indulge himself in some of the vices in life, finding a night out with a few close friends just as enjoyable as a quiet, lazy night in.
As much as Ren prides himself on being the one his friends can depend on, he does have his faults. A lot of his selfless personality stems from an isolated childhood, something self-inflicted. It wasn’t until he was around the age of 17 that he came to terms with the fact that he was clinically depressed and suffered from severe anxiety. In fact, it’s rare that there aren’t a million things on Renji’s mind - often times, leading to him being the person to ramble, tell about ten more stories inside of one larger story. Sometimes, he’s painfully self aware of this - these are the rare times in which he’s quiet, almost aloof, deciding to stay silent to save himself from embarrassment.
Underneath it all, Renji is the type of person who prides himself on being dependable. His empathy is one of the traits he’s most proud of. With how often he finds himself unable to truly focus on one thing, he took to more liberal arts to distract himself - the biggest inspirations of his being writing and music, often times combining the two, creating his own lyrics or chord progressions. Intelligent in more of the subjective courses rather than practical - ie, preferring history and literature over science and math, that isn’t to say he isn’t smarter in one area over the other - a lot of his attention is mainly focused on what he is interested in, over what bores him easier.
History: Born on the west coast to a small household, Renji values family and friendship over anything else. Born to Afton and Takara Aoki, younger brother to his elder sister, Faith, the four of them valued their bond. Both of his parents never necessarily succeeded in high school - his father finished college, though did nothing with his degree, finding his blue collar job to be far more enjoyable than a cubicle - and his mother, hardly finishing high school, worked a multitude of odd jobs before finding a management job in customer service at a business in town. While Renji and Faith never really had much to strive for, in terms of a bar to reach, the pressure was on the both of them from the start.
For a long time, Renji thought himself to be in the shadow of Faith. She was three years his elder, and was a social butterfly, always having friends around her, being a star softball player, and being popular - though, she was far from unintelligent, her work ethic was always somewhat shattered from being spoiled in her youth. Renji thought this shadow to be quite an annoyance, sometimes even feeling that she was being favored over him - not really realizing how different it was to be a girl of ‘that age.’
It wasn’t until high school, Renji would soon realize the shadow would be cast over Faith. The two never really saw eye-to-eye - Renji was quiet, reserved, and more artistic. Faith loved sports, loved fashion, wanted all the finer things in life. This was the more superficial of their differences - their personalities just clashed so much. She would pick on him, pester him, make fun of him. Sure, there was sibling rivalry - but, sometimes, Faith just took it too far. With their parents always working, Renji was never able to do anything about it, often times finding it hard to trust his sister with anything, out of fear that it would become another target on his back she would exploit. He would become more reserved, rarely leaving his room, spending more time reading, listening to music or playing games, if there were ever times where he couldn’t spend time with what few friends he did have.
High school wasn’t the easiest for Renji. He sometimes found it hard to get out of bed, to find the motivation to do anything his first year. He had no motivation, no energy, and didn’t seem to care at all when his good grades took a sudden nose dive. At the time, his grades and work ethic were the only things that seemed to give him an edge over Faith - her final years of high school were spent with her often skipping classes or shirking responsibilities. While Afton was more blunt about his expectations for his son, Takara would put Renji on a pedestal - he was the smart one, he was the hard worker, he was supposed to go to college, become a smart doctor or lawyer, and anything less than a B in school was unacceptable and means for punishment. He began to see the shadow was slowly moving from him to his sister - that he was to be the prodigy, the one his parents would gloat about. He feared resentment from his sister. He feared disappointment from his mother. The pressure was unbearable.
Sophomore year was when it began. When the anxiety, the depression, finally showed. When the pressure he felt began to manifest in self destructive behavior. Not just in school - he had failed the first semester of that year, and the earful he got from everyone was soul crushing. But it manifested in other ways - self mutilation. The only way he thought he could cope with the agonizing mental pain, to distract it with punishing himself physically. He found it so hard to wake up from this living nightmare - mornings were agonizing. But, honestly? Failing that year was the best thing that happened to him. He had to work, hard, to raise his grades. He had to make sacrifices that would eventually begin to help. He would force himself to get sleep, force himself to eat for the energy he needed. He even began trying very hard to make friends, to have people who would be able to help him. And he didn’t do it for his mom, or dad, or to somehow prove to Faith that he was the smarter one. He just wanted to have one small victory, something he could say he did for himself. Something no one could take away, not even the depression he felt in his heart.
He opened up. He began to blossom. He began to care. His grades improved. He made friends. He even tried harder to get along with Faith, find more things they could relate to. He began extracurricular activities - gym, boxing, music clubs, even had a band here or there. While he knew his depression would never go away - he would try his best to make sure he would cope in healthier ways. He wouldn’t tell his family about the scars, no, but made sure to get rid of all of his pocket knives, made sure to always have a pen and paper on hand, or to remember a melody for a new song. Anything to distract himself.
He was ecstatic to get a scholarship to a university - a small part of him relieved that it was on the opposite end of the country, somewhere far from the scrutiny of his parents, and would hope not being at home every day with his sister would actually help their relationship. And it did - the more freedom he had from his family, the easier he felt it was to talk to them about his life, his feelings.
His mind would always be racing, though - with a need to make friends, and a want for answers, his racing mind always led him to new and interesting areas of campus or even the internet. There was an urban legend surrounding his campus, near a building he’d often frequent for history courses. Faculty dismissed it as an urban legend, and students were divided - though, a certain club was his only hope for just finding some damn answers. He wasn’t in the club for very long before they reached an answer - a simple prank from the effects crew in another club. But it was the adventure he had with the club that kept him in. The different people in it slowly became friends of his, people he felt comfortable around. It was something he hadn’t had since high school - he didn’t want to lose it. Although, it was that same love of his friends that convinced him to try the hit new MMORPG for a VR device he was a little reluctant about. But, he wasn’t about to send his friends in alone - he’d help them. That was their job.
Other: He’ll argue that his favorite color is black - but if argued enough, he’ll concede into saying it’s a royal blue.
-He tends to ramble at times, sometimes not knowing exactly when it’s best to keep quiet.
-He’s rarely seen without an active earbud playing - but, even if his music is loud, he’ll usually hear exactly what you say. His music tends to help him focus and keep from breaking off tangent.
-Something about (U)topia makes him incredibly uncomfortable - as such, while in-game, he tends to be much more serious, not wanting to take anything lightly.