Honestly, I'm completely torn.
Recently, I've been watching Steven Universe, and it inspired me to maybe want my own cartoon someday. I love drawing, and it's my one talent. Part of me wants to pursue something that might make me happy, but...
The other part of me wants something stable. I've been thinking about going to medical or dental school, mostly for the money. I want to be able to provide for my family as best I can, and I also want to adopt at some point. Giving someone an opportunity to have a better life is something I don't want to pass up on. Also, I want to put my good grades towards something "better"? I can't find the right word.
Maybe I can do both, though? If I have a lot of money from being a dentist/doctor, I could help jump-start a cartoon? That's probably not the way it works, though. Maybe when I retire.
All I know is that I'm just grateful to live in a place where, no matter what I choose, I can be happy.