Harmonie
♫ Ad vivere
There isn't really a single day, I believe. There was a month, though. October of 2007. Everything in my life was going so right. It was the first semester of my freshman year of college, and I was loving every moment of it. The future looked so bright; I was so happy. But come October I began having major medical issues (or at least they became noticeable). And these medical issues were at the very top of the list worst nightmares.
I had always taken everything for granted. I did not foresee such a thing ever happening, in fact I told myself over the year beforehand with absolute certainty "That will never happen to me; I have no reason to worry.". So I thought I could spend a lot of that year whining about things and acting as if my life was the worst. How stupid that was, because my senior year and college up to that point were the best moments of my life, and I spent a lot of that time drowning myself in misery for no real reason. I was just being overdramatic, because in reality I was happy. I had that hope in me of having a normal life ahead of me. But that was gone in an instant. And I couldn't foresee it because I had this stupid notion that being young makes you immortal. Well, not really, logically I would deduce that wasn't true, but in my mind it was. I didn't want to think otherwise. But you never know what will happen.
I had always taken everything for granted. I did not foresee such a thing ever happening, in fact I told myself over the year beforehand with absolute certainty "That will never happen to me; I have no reason to worry.". So I thought I could spend a lot of that year whining about things and acting as if my life was the worst. How stupid that was, because my senior year and college up to that point were the best moments of my life, and I spent a lot of that time drowning myself in misery for no real reason. I was just being overdramatic, because in reality I was happy. I had that hope in me of having a normal life ahead of me. But that was gone in an instant. And I couldn't foresee it because I had this stupid notion that being young makes you immortal. Well, not really, logically I would deduce that wasn't true, but in my mind it was. I didn't want to think otherwise. But you never know what will happen.